Crush X Reader

pt 3 - can't help it

I woke up on the floor.
My head was throbbing. I was dazed and confused.
I rubbed my eyes and looked around, quickly realizing that I was sprawled on the ground beside my bed, and that my entire front was soaked with water.
I had fallen off of my bed, and my bedside table had crashed down beside me, taking my glass of water and my lamp down with it.
How could I have slept through this? I thought, attempting to clean up the mess I had made in my sleep but failing.
I anxiously checked the time and screamed.
Why me? I thought hopelessly, as I messily stuffed my things in my backpack.

A terrible start to an absolutely terrible day.

It had been exactly a week since g/f/n had made her appearance at the school. Ever since she had come back from what I had recently learned to be Japan, c/n had seemed to had completely forgotten about me. Which was... heartbreaking. I had been so incredibly happy that I was almost dating C/N, and then g/f/n had to ruin everything.
Ugh.
I sat in the back of advisory, like I usually did. But this time I did it because there were no other seats. Not because c/n was there too.
Wearing a band tee and black jeans, sitting in the front of the classroom smirking, was c/n, his hand draped across the back of g/f/n's chair. I felt a lump form in my throat, but I swallowed it.
I couldn't break down here. Not now.

I sat next to my friends at lunch, but I didn't really feel like part of the conversation today. I was too busy staring at C/N across the cafeteria, laughing and having food fights with his friends.
"...y/n? Y/n? Y/N!"
My eyes widened and I was jolted back to reality. I turned my head to see my best friend glaring at me in annoyance.
"Are you still all worked up about stupid c/n?" She asked, crossing her arms.
"I..." I tried to protest, but immediately gave up. "Yeah. Yeah I am."
B/f/n wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight.
"I know how you feel. But I went through a lot of crushes before I met my boyfriend/girlfriend (you decide)."
I smiled, knowing that she cared about me.
"Yeah. No use in crying, I guess."
But still- I couldn't help it.

I know this chapter didn't really mean anything, but I was anxious to publish something! I promise the plot will begin to bloom soon. It gets good. Thx for reading, I would love it if you voted :3 tysm smell ya later