I found out what was weighing me down and I talked to my therapist about the situation. I won't tell you guys everything but basically I need to forgive someone who really hurt me before I start a new relationship with that person.
Today I felt so happy and I just feel like I'm getting to be myself again. I really felt my natural smile come back again, and I know that's a super weird way of describing it, but that's what happened. I finally felt happy again! This whole process is becoming more clear, and I'm slowly but surely getting back on track.
I'm not 100% back to normal yet but I'm getting there. I can say I am really feeling a lot better though, and I even saw an improvement with my productivity in school today.
I know life isn't always the greatest, but things are starting to make sense again.
Thank you guys so much for reading this. I know it's probably very boring but I hope I can help someone who is hurting or going through something similar.
I'm here to say that it always gets better. Always.
Thanks so so much for reading this. I know it's probably not interesting for some of you but I had to put this out there somewhere.
I'll try to update as much as possible.
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RandomThese are just my thoughts right now, as I have felt obligated to share them.