My thoughts

Well...It's Not Over

It's back. The depression is back. I'm just still struggling. I'm sharing this stuff with you guys because I want to help others who feel like me.

I've had some really dark thoughts, and without my therapist, I wouldn't be able to get through it. Please seek help if you feel this way. I absolutely believe it will make a tremendous difference. I am fighting for my life everyday it seems, and I absolutely wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for me exploding and speaking up. I wasn't able to take it anymore, so I finally had to accept that I have depression. It's still too much for me to handle. I've talked to trusted friends and adults about the situation and of course a therapist. They have helped me even though this is something I have to figure out on my own. I know for some people it can be scary to get help, but there are apps such as Talkspace where you can text a therapist that can help for a low cost each month. There are also suicide hotlines that you can contact to talk about something. Please please please get help if you are struggling. I'm happy to talk in the comments as well if anyone needs it. Depression is awful and that's a fact. But maybe I can help someone. If I can't live for myself I'm going to live for other people.

Feel free to comment anything you'd like. If any of you can relate to these experiences, I'd absolutely love to talk about it. Depression really does hurt, but at least now you know you're not alone. I'm not going to sit here and sugar coat anything, but I will tell you it does get better. ❤️❤️❤️