< Luhan >
As soon as I woke up, I got a message from mom
From: Mom
Hi Han :) just wanted to let you know that we'll be visiting Juhyun's family soon. Hope you can come as well. Juhyun will be expecting you for sure.
Wait. What?
To: Mom
Oh really? Uhm, just let me know and I'll check my schedule. Love ya mom
From: Mom
Love you too Han :)
Ughhhhh. Why a sudden plan Mom?
Now, I have to think about what to do and what to say when Juhyun sees me as Han.
Is this really happening?
< Seohyun >
In just a few days, I will see Han once again after 5 years.
I kinda hate him but I still have this excitement within me. I missed him so much to be honest.
Gosh. I don't know what to do.
"Seohyun, are you okay?" Yoona and Yuri asked me as we were having some breakfast in the cafeteria
"I don't know" I answered quietly
"What happened?" Yuri asked
"Han is coming"
Yoona and Yuri paused
"Wait. What?" they both asked in unison
"They called my parents, saying they'll be visiting soon" I said
"When?" Yuri asked
"I don't know! Maybe in a few days or weeks. God knows when ugh"
"Are you ready to face him?" Yoona asked me
"C'mon! I wasn't even ready to face Chanyeol, what more Han? What will I do? I can't back out"
"Okay you need to chill" Yuri said
"I'm just worried ... and scared of what will happen" I told them
"Why? Because he just walked out on you without an apparent reason?" Yoona asked
"Because he just left you that easy, without even calling or texting?" Yuri was the one who continued asking
"Seohyun, maybe it's time for you to face each other and talk" Yuri added
"At least you can prepare yourself, you have lots of time" Yoona said
"I guess so" I replied
Still can't believe I'm going to meet Han soon, my mind is all over the place I can't even concentrate
< Luhan >
"Seokkie, have you talked to your brother yet?" I asked Minseok
"Nope. He still won't talk to me. I keep trying to contact him but still none" he answered
"Just give him more time, one day he'll be the one who will initiate a conversation"
"Thanks Lu"
I just left him by himself first, I know he needed the time to think
"I'll go ahead" I told him as I walked out of the cafeteria on my way to my classroom
As I entered, I noticed Seohyun
"Hi"
"Oh. Luhan. Hi"
"You seem down. What happend?"
Oh gosh. Does she know? That my family is planning on visiting them soon?
"Nothing" she said
I sat down beside her
"We're friends right? You can tell me anything" I told her
"It's j-just ... an old friend coming over"
She knows.
"Is there a problem?" I asked her, I don't want to be obvious that I'm the one she's talking about
"We just had our ups and downs. And we haven't seen each other for years now"
"Oh"
"Well, sooner or later we'll be meeting each other, face to face"
"I see"
"I just can't believe this is happening. I hated him" she buried her face to her hands.
Yup. She hates me. I knew it.
Then, our teacher came
"Luhan, thank you for asking. I really needed that"
"No problem" I smiled, but deep inside I was hurting because it came right out of her mouth
She hates me
Is it still a good idea to be facing her as Han?
She'll probably hate me more the moment she know I am Han, and that I was lying to her.
I just don't want to hurt her ever again, not right after what I did to her years ago
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Short update I know T.T
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