¡¡My Love Story!!

Second Period

¡¡The day had come a new school a new life a fresh start I thought but no I wake up as normal around 7:00 am and I did my higiene and I got dressed as usual!!
So today she look at me before she entered her class witch I think that was Maths and I blushed so much I looked like a fucking tomato I was red as fuck I was so embarrassed that I ran into my classroom.
I had History class it was the first time I was actually paying attention to the class cuz it was for the first time interesting and it was about the World War Two and about Adolfo Hitler but anyways, she looks so good today i don't know what to say to her, I don't know if I can talk to her and i don't know if I'm capable of such thing.
My anxiety is killing my ass today cuz I'm wearing all black with a bandana on my neck like a choker and I love it I really like myself this way but I miss painting my nails black so much that I almost think that's is part of me and I don't know what to say when I can't do it.
Right now she is looking at me and I am fucking trying not to look but I want to look I just don't know what to do due to my ability of talking to people due to my shyness is so hard fam for real.
I just had English classI and when I walked out I saw her I don't know if she actually saw me but I just know that she is perfect and flawless I wish that I was on her class tho.
I didn't see her yet today and I don't know I just want to sleep to eternity you know like I know for a fact that she doesn't love me so it's so hard.
I discover that her las name is ..... but I'm not sure yet this afternoon she had classes and I couldn't stop looking at her I don't know if she saw me. So today I looked at her she was so cute I don't know her at all but I feel so good when I think about her, just a small thought of her makes my day brighter.