'another day to witness my friends do stupid shit.'
oh. yeah my friends.
they all found a significant other.
while im here crying over some good looking asian guy. no im not crying over myself.
welp johnny and taeyong is making out. mark and donghyuck making out. doyoung and taeil making out. jesus christ. do they ever do anything else?
no
of fucking course not.
ooooh.
kuns coming over to tell them to stop.
yes. of course im going to try talk to him.
keyword:try
"umm. can you guys please stop making out on school compound. thank you."
"yeah its actually slightly annoying."
kun, unsurprisingly, looked surprised.
then unsurprised in like 0.00003 seconds.
the 3 couples stopped and proceeded to leave one by one.
probably to the janitors closet.
now im alone.
"does making out not hurt jeez." kun muttered.
"i could help you find out"
"leave me alone lu-"
"can you sit with me"
"why should i?"
"im alone. don't say no."
"ugh. fine wait a minute"
FUCC YeS.
i successfully got my crush to sit with me all al- nope never mind
tens with him.
well now im sad again.
'well shit'
they sat down and started eating, feeding each other.
doing cute couple things.
i didn't eat. i couldn't.
i picked at my food.
it looked unappetising all of a sudden.
i mean
who would like me anyways?
im an asshole who plays with peoples hearts
and make then believe i love them,
when i dont.
i deserve this shit.
kun and ten were being a cute couple and i was a third wheel.
tragic.
"why so quiet all of a sudden? you were yelling at me to sit here just now"
"no reason" 'im stupid nothing new'
"you look really sad you know. is there an issue?"
"no-" 'im just hella salty'
"i could help you and-"
"im fine i swe-" 'pshhh lies'
"i dont mind help-"
"sHUT THE FUCK UP OH MY GOD" 'wong yukhei you are a dumbass'
"..."
"baby lets go" of course. ten comes to the rescue.
before leaving, he looked at me.
he was crying.
i hurt my precious baby.
some girl walked up to me and told me that i was the only person who made him cry.
the last person was dong sicheng, he left to japan with his boyfriend. sicheng was kuns best friend.
i ran away.
out the gates.
just anywhere away from that place.
you know
like a cliché