Auguszel

I was going by the boulevard. I was romanticized by the weather so I couldn't bound myself to stay in my room a minute longer. As I am walking in the pitch darkness with moonlight shining above my headspace, the cold breeze struck my face and its a great feeling tbh. thoughts start to bloom in my mind and I find questioning myself "Whats the point of my existence?" "Am I ever going to be the person I want to be?" "What will happen if I fail?" "What am I doing on this planet despite knowing I am not going to make any difference?"

Deep inside I knew I shouldn't be questioning myself these things but I don't know how to control my mind, okay? I like talking to myself and I am sure you do too, observing people is my favorite hobby, like the guy I see in front of me wants to beat someone so badly, wouldn't let him beat me tho, not sure what happened to him but the look he serves makes it clear that he is an addict? Is addiction a disease? You can have addiction of anything, it can be good and it can be bad too. People think that teenagers have an addiction of social media and smartphones but its a broken generation dude, who hasn't? and is it really bad? I mean I know I can't live without social media and I am okay with it and I am still getting top grades, not bad for me right? but if it is taken away from me probably then I might get bad grades.....yep.

What is the one thing you are most thankful for in your life? Most of you will answer "Family", ikr? But family is not a thing duh. Even I don't know what I am most thankful for though I would like to hear other people opinions and be judgmental :grin: Being judgmental is a bad thing? right? No, being judgmental is a choice, it can be wrong if we judge from the wrong point of view. Judging people on the basis of what they wear is a bad thing then, right? yeah kind of, I am not gonna contradict everything I say even though it seems cool.

Tomorrow is the first day of my sophomore year in a high school :huh: (hope I find some interesting people) and I am so very happy to start a new chapter of my life, it is the most important class of a teenager, at least they say so, is it? idk. So I think I should be heading to home now.

I am heading towards home when suddenly the balloon of my imagination bursts and I find some creepy shape staring at me. I run as fast as I can and finally a sense of victory, duh? it was hard to reach home, No it wasn't :p

I wanted to sleep but I couldn't, All night long I was thinking about the new people I am gonna meet today, I just hope I don't get to fear the same trauma I faced in my last school. And finally the moment arrives, I put the speaker on "This is the day by TheThe plays" this is the best song for starting the new chapter of my life. I sing along while brushing my teeth and yeah It sounds really bad, but I don't care, do I? No I don't. I like asking questions to myself everytime I do something shitty. I have a nice bath, I dress up and then as usual Mom calls me for breakfast. But this time that breakfast is different, My daily routine is same but different, everything is same but different, I want to cross the walls of my imagination but that loud scream strikes my eardrum as if lightning would have struck the earth (I couldn't think of a better simile, what is happening to you auguszel?)

"Auguszellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll" Come down and have your breakfast, you are gettin' late. I go downstairs as fast as I can, and have my breakfast as fast as I can, and how can I forget that one thing? I go to my whatsapp, "The Group of Assholes", and I ask my two best online (more than real) friends to wish me luck, they do as fast as they can with a ghost emoji, it is cheesy but I like it. I pack my backpack, Oh the smell of those new books, I want to smell them forever and forever, till the sun and moon shall endure, but this time I won't dive into the ocean of my "idk what" imagination, for the level of my excitement is growing more faster than the beanstalk in jacks story ( I did use a cool simile, I am proud of you auguszel). I finally leave my small home sweet home (though it is indeed not sweet) and walk on the highway towards my new school. and there comes the same old uncle, I try to hide my face from him but I know that Mr. Eagle Eye, eh! He is gonna ask me questions again, the questions about my father and all and I don't want to ruin my mood on such a good day, not at all =_= I go back and decide to take the forest way, it is long but it will work, but I just wish I don't get late on my first day.

Authors Note

Hello Stars!

This is my first story and I have no idea of what I wrote, I would really like to hear from you guys, please tell me about how this is, I am forever grateful to ya <3 

Kindly tell is there is some mistake left to be undone, or any improvements left to be done :grin:

I am dying to reply to you all, calm down auguszel ;p btw this story will soon have a cover and all, bye