Auguszel

The teacher is about the read the 4th poem, I am excited and nervous at the same time. Negative thoughts started coming in my mind, What if I won't make it to the top 4? What if anyone doesn't like my poem? What if = wtfs!

The teacher then reads the 4th poem

You don't know who you are

You are just a emotional piece of Crap

Everytime someone choose others over You

You get depressed and cry for help

You crave sympathy

You can't live without people

You lose yourself in making them happy

You don't need them, You just want them

You just don't care on the method of attaining them

And You are willing to lose all your self-respect for them

You get attached too fast and You will let your life be shattered by them

S H A T T E R E D

You have some problem with saying "No"

Its just that you are a faded flash of "Indigo"

this was written by Auguszel

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I am so freakin appy, imma be happy n happieeeeeeeeeee

Well I try to get back in my senses, stand up (jumps actually) and thank the teacher for giving me the opportunity.

"You guys must be wondering what is the basis of my judgement, I will tell you, The 4 poems which were selected show both the perfect and imperfect sides of the writers, Most of the students only wrote the good things about themselves which is okay, but these 4 poems depicts the true personality of the writers, its who they are which was the topic of today, right?, one can understand them after reading their poems and then take the right decision, this also tell us that we have to be kind to everyone, We don't know what is going on inside someone's else life, We don't know how much our one wrong move can affect them, If we know that a person is handicapped we are gentle to them, right? But what about depression? mental illness? sadness? There is no sign for them, and usually these things are the ones no one likes to talk about, people just cover their vulnerable selves with a happiness mask and try to hide their pain, but these things just kills them from inside and they end up making a wrong move, And the people who live with them makes it worse because they don't know how such people should be taken care of" - the teacher said. 

I will tell you the after procedure, Meet me in Staff Room After the school

The bell rings

It was recess time and I was emotional when I heard those words, and I kept thinking about it, I am grateful that I got to meet her, She is understanding and know how to deal with tough issues. 

"congrats auguszel" - caroline said. so did lunik. and so did that new girl komal. I just smiled and did the same. I went out of the classroom then and then to the same edge of the wall and looked at the sky. After a couple of minutes, Caroline and Lunik also came there. "its different, I don't know how and what I am feeling at this moment" - Caroline said while looking at the sky. "me too, Its first day of the school and I have learnt and experienced so much" - I said. "I am going to canteen, if you guys wanna come" - Lunik Said. Then we all walked to the canteen. We found a table and sat there, everyone was living their own life, sometimes I want to be in the body of another person everytime I wake up, don't you? caroline got the three of us a pizza and coke. "Mind if I join you?" A low pitched and cute voice said, it was komal. "sure" - we all smiled. "the fourth slice is yours girly girl" - Lunik chuckled. That guy was surely living the moment :grin:

"Well I am komal, I am Indian but my parents moved to nyc when I was 5, I don't like writing much, my poem got selected because of luck I guess, but I loved your poems, Its kind of sad but still you are here, eating pizza, it kind of compensates your sadness" - She said with a grin. she talked too much. but she is beautiful, as she wrote in the poem, she is a ray of fkin sunshine. One would surely love to be with her but all I was noticing was my caroline teeth shining like pearls while she was eating pizza. On the other hand, Lunik =_= caught me staring at her, and then kicked me under the bench, I just gave him a WHY! stare. Don't get me wrong but he still irritates me. We spent the recess entire seeing each other faces ;p

It was 1 pm and the last class. As usual I was tired and exhausted at this moment and all I wanted was a good nap. the new teacher came, we greeted him and he greeted back, he was thin af, he actually looked like a teen of 17 or something, I laughed while looking at him. It was the first day so he didn't made us do work, he just told us the importance of study and some tips and tricks while making some really good jokes. He had a good sense of humor. He was funny. We all had a good laugh, I see caroline smiling, her smile is so beautiful <3. I was thinking of her while my head was down, I decided i will still call her caroline instead of mako. and i didn't realize when the bell rang and my first day ended =_= duh, It was long

Then i remember that we have to meet the teacher in the staff room, and I find Lunik, caroline and Komal waiting for me to come, "come on dude" - Lunik said irritably, you are too slow. "Coming" - I screamed. 

We went downstairs, then in the staff room, the teacher was waiting for us. She asked us to sit down and start telling the procedure of participating in holy trinity.

Authors Note:

Did you like the chapter? who is your fav character till now? what do you think about auguszel's poem?

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