Luck( A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 137

Harry's POV

Jasmine is getting so big and wow she is a cutie. Zayn's eyes and eyelashes, also hair but Perrie's nose and mouth. Jasmine is currently with Kayden at Niall's place. We want to all go out for a while but Niall won't exactly leave Kayden. Because they that promise that he will always have them, he is sticking by that and tbh i think it's not exactly healthy. They are both struggling so much without her that it's insane. We know it would be hard and we struggle hugely but them? It's like there is no life in any of them anymore...We all truly miss her so much and struggle without her but we struggle with seeing them like this too. Niall barely leaves the house no matter how hard we try to get him out more. I bet that she is struggling just as much without them without her. We are all going out to a club for a while to have a few drinks and a good time after we have been working our arses off. Once Paul dropped us off we went in and instantly felt the heat of sweaty bodies and much alcohol being consumed. We all went straight for the bar and ordered. It has been so hard without her that i would be so happy to be wasted. I sculled my drink and Tess wanted to dance so we went onto the dance floor. She grinded up against me and i instantly felt myself get a boner. She has no idea what she does to me. She is so beautiful and i cant imagine life without her. After being there for 2 hours, i left to go to the bathroom as i badly needed to pee after 10 drinks. I was almost drunk but I could still think clearly and rationally. I went and did a piss when I walked out of the guys room and a really slutty girl came up and was pushing herself against me. Long blonde hair, insanely long eye lashes and a ridiculously makeup covered face, with an incredibly short dress on that was showing her cleavage. "Hey sexy" she said seductively. I felt very uncomfortable. "Umm Hi, can you please get off of me" I said politely but firm. "You don't really want that baby. You want me all over you" she replied getting closer so that her cleavage was like right in my face. "Actually I do want you to get off me and I don't want any of you near me" I said honestly. She looked offended but still looked persistent. "Dont play hard to get baby" she said and without warning she smashed her lips to mine. I was completely disgusted. I heard a soft cry and turned to see Tess standing there with tears in her eyes and she bolted off. I immediately pushed this chick off me and said "SERIOUSLY! I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU" and ran after Tess. "Tess wait up! Tess please wait" i cried as i continued after her but she was already out of the building and the girls were racing after her while the guys held me back. "Take a breath mate. Just give her some time" Zayn said and i felt a tear run down my face.

El's POV

Tess had left the club crying her eyes out so all us girls raced after her while in our heels. "Tess whats wrong?" Grace asked with concern as we caught up to her. "I saw Harry kissing another girl" she sobbed and i pulled her in for a hug. "Harry would never ever do that love, he loves you so much. The girl must have pushed herself onto him because he would never do anything to compromise what you guys have" Perrie said and i agreed. "Just take a few deep breaths babe, you just gotta hear him out but i understand why your so upset" i soothed and she kept hugging me. I looked at Grace with a sad look and i will punch Harry when i next see him. He better have a fucking good explanation as to what the fuck was going on with whatever fucking chick was fucking kissing him.

*1 month*

Brooke's POV

Tour is fantastic but i seriously miss my family so much. Miss waking up to Niall,Kayden and Beau every morning. So difficult. Kayds is growing up so much, brings a tear to my eye. Jaz is one little bloody cutie! The pics i have of her are so gorgeous! I have lost some weight but only because i have been performing every night and have been having to keep fit. I will admit, my depression has gotten somewhat worse being away from my family and home, i have cut a few times but i really needed to. I skype them all the time and it just makes me so happy to know that they are all safe and well. Harry and Tess had a bit of time away from eachother due to an incident at a club but its sorted out now and they are happy as together. It's Niall's birthday soon! Thank god i will be back for when it is his birthday. Got about 5 weeks left thank carrots. I really do love touring and meeting incredible fans but i miss my family. I am on the bus right now sitting on my bed. My phone started ringing and i saw it was Simon. i answered. "Hey Brooke, we have an emergency. A girl tried comitting suicide this morning by slitting her wrists. She is a dedicated fan and you are her idol. She is in hospital now but they turned their back for a second when she grabbed a scalpel and is holding it to her chest. Can you please come in, your the only hope" he said and my heart dropped. "On my way" is all i could say, i told our driver and he took us there. I raced in at full speed and the whole staff had been told of my arrival. I bolted up and saw a crowd of staff around a bed and saw many worried faces. They saw me and let me through. The nurse who had been talking to her stopped and let me take over. I saw the name tag above her bed. "Emma sweetheart" i said to her and when she saw me she got tears in her eyes. "Brooke..." she whispered. I was very cautious of that scalpel right near her chest/neck. "Darling you dont wanna do that....i know how your feeling, i know it all too well love, but please this isnt the answer. I know that you still believe it is and all you want is to make all the pain stop, to make all the hurting stop and to make life easier for others but sweetie, by leaving you would only make people hurt and i know you dont want that..." i said sincerely. "No i wouldnt. no one would care or miss me at all...im so worthless and disgustingly fat. The world would be better off without me in it" she sobbedn "Oh darling, no it wouldnt be. The world needs someone as gorgeous, kind and loving as you. Your probably thinking what a bunch of lies and i dont blame you but i know how it feels to be lied to repeatedly and i would never do that to someone else because it hurts..so much. You are not fat, you are beautiful and i know that right now your wanting to just scoff at what im saying but its true. Weight doesnt define who a person is, neither does appearance..what defines a person is how they act, how they treat others and who they really are inside.I have never met you before hun, but i can tell just by looking at you, that you are such a warm, caring and beautiful inside and out. I wouldnt lie to you babe, i can not stand lying or liars so i wouldnt become what i hate...Killing yourself is not the way to deal with this". She was silent and looked very tearful right now. "Im tired of fighting" she said. " Oh god i know hun, i know how its a struggle to get up eachday and put on a brave face, i know its hard to find a reason to live, i know its hard to ignore the voices in your head, i know its such a horrible fear of gaining weight...and i know what its like to feel so worthless, disgusting and repulsive, but you know what? You have gotten this far, you have gotten so far that it is an acheivement on your behalf. You are not alone babe, you really arent. You have all your friends and family by your side wiling to do anything for you and you have me, who knows and understands what its like to live in a dark messed up world in your mind...but you need to put that down. Please just give me it and i will help you, we all will." i soothed while gettting closer. She sobbed then said "Promise?". "Promise" i said and she slowly placed the scalpel down. I went over to her side and engulfed her into a hug while she cried her eyes out. I breathed a huge sigh of relief. I saved this girls life.