Luck( A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 161

Liam's POV

I am at home with the twins right now while Grace is out doing some studying in the local library. Harry and El are also home. I could hear sirens going off in the distance when they soon get so damn close, i got up and went to the window when i saw an ambulance speed past and then stop not that much further ahead. El came racing down the stairs, "I was on the balcony when i saw the ambo's stop right outside Niall's place and they raced in!!" she said panicky and i immediately thought that Brooke had done something again. Harry walked out looking concerned and he soon knew. "Liam and El you go, i will look after the girls don't worry" he said and i didn't need to be told twice. El and i grabbed our coats and quickly walked up and went inside. I saw Niall holding Zach and Brooke was sobbing and in shock. "Guys whats wrong?" i asked. "Zach...he is having trouble breathing, Niall tried to wake him up but he was gasping for air" Brooke said crying and El was right there hugging her. Niall was in tears while the paramedics worked on Zach's tiny little bottle. "WHERE'S KAYDEN?" Brooke suddenly said in tears and started having an anxiety attack...a big one. "Babe it's Friday, he is childcare remember" El said and Brooke calmed a bit down. "I have to go pick him up, i have to make sure he is ok" she said quickly and i immediately said "I will get Grace to pick him up Brookey, she will make sure he is ok. You need to stay here with Niall and Zach", she nodded and broke down. They were giving him oxygen through a hightec oxygen thingy and giving him CPR. I can't believe this....this can't be happening. I went over to Niall and let him know i was there. I quickly rang Grace and she was going to pick Kayde's up.He is so innocent and little, this isn't right. Brooke looked completely out of it and as though she was seeing a ghost, she was beyond pale. After 10 minutes they got him stable and put him onto a small bed and loaded him into the ambulance. Niall went in immediately and Brooke just stood there. "You should go with them darl" El edged her and she was not responding or acting like she was alive. Bella and Beau were scratching at the door to get in as they know something is very wrong. "Umm you guys go with them, i am going to pack some of his stuff and be in a bit later" she finally said still staring into space. She should not be alone right. "Brooke i dont think thats a good idea" I said "JUST GO WITH THEM! BOTH OF YOU, YOUR WASTING TIME" she said angrily and i was not surprised. She was right though, we need to get him at the hospital. El and i reluctantly hopped in and Brooke stayed on the same spot. She cant be alone right now but in a sense, she needs to be.

Brooke's POV

The ambulance drove off and i stood there lifeless. The paramedics giving him CPR....gave me flashbacks of when Jayden was pulled out of the lake. My beautiful son....i can't lose him. I let the dogs inside and just sat on the couch in shock. It's all my fault....everyone who means something to me is getting hurt....I'm cursed for all my sins. I bring nothing but bad luck. HE'S A BABY!! HE IS INNOCENT AND SHOULDNT BE GOING THROUGH THIS!!! "TAKE ME GOD DAMNIT TAKE ME!! PLEASE LET MY BABY LIVE AND TAKE ME, IM THE ONE WHO IS BAD TAKE ME GOD DAMNIT!!" i cried and just completely lost it. I am having horrific flashbacks of when Jayden died...and it was all my fault. My son is battling for his life. It should be me damn it, not him. I was going to vomit so i ran to the toilet and let it come out. I went into his room and grabbed out a bag and put his neccessary things in the bag, double checked i had Bobo, his favourite cuddle toy that he can't do anything without. I grabbed the car and drove to the hospital. I knew they would be in emergency so i quickly went to reception and they knew i was his mother so they let me straight in. I soon saw Niall with him and Niall looked so emotionally exhausted. I rushed over Niall looked so relieved to see me. He got up and just brought me into a hug which I accepted. "How is he?" I asked nervously. "He's stable for now but we need to keep him in for observations so we can monitor him" the doctor said and I nodded. "Can I hold him?" I asked and he nodded. I went over to him and picked him up. He snuggled into my neck and I just thanked carrots he was alright. I was just so relieved that i was able to hold my beautiful little boy. I can not lose him, or anyone else i love.

*2 weeks later*

Perrie's POV

Been a hectic 2 weeks since Zach gave us all a scare, Brooke has been working rapidly and immensely on her Mental Youth Ambassador Stuff. She is doing a big solo talk on the worlds biggest talk show, kinda like Ted Talks i suppose. We can guess what she is going to talk about but no one knows her exact speech. Jasmine is taking a nap right now but she will soon be awake, it's almost 3:00pm. She goes down at 1pm. Brooke is very busy, she will be going around to schools in the state to promote positive mental health and to just say hello to everyone. She also has set up a specific email which is BrookeHoranYMHA@youthservices.com and that is for anyone to send her emails if they need help or assistance. She really is strongly dedicated to helping people with mental disorders, she is so incredibly passionate that it amazes us all how much of a difference she does make. Among the world, Boys will experience Mental health issues, just as much as girls but Brooke recognises that it isnt promoted enough among boys, so she really has cracked down on that the past few months and the outcome has been amazing. She has nearly finished another album but when that is released she wants to spend her time on the Mental Ambassador stuff instead. Have a break from the music and focus solely on this. We all think it's absolutely sensational. Even though she still struggles with the Anorexia and Bipolar, she has come out of all this so much stronger and with the want to help people. I'm starting to pack some of my stuff as Little Mix is doing a shortened tour. We didn't get much notice and warning which is a bit frustrating. Fortunately I'm going to be here when Brooke does her big talk tomorrow. She seems pretty nervous. She wants Zach to stay at home incase something happens to his breathing again, she's alot more paranoid about it I suppose is the right word. Niall insists on going in with her tomorrow so Tess, Louis, Liam and I are going in too while Grace will look after the girls at home, Zayn will be looking after Jas while El will look after Kayden and Zach. Harry is going to be with Grace at their place. Lou and her husband are going too, Lux is at her parents place for a few days. We all want to go but the kids can't really be taken in. Plus El is going to record it on the Tv, the boys will see Brooke on the tv and be so excited, they love her to pieces.