Y/N has been in depression ever since the fourth grade. She wants to end it all...
She is in her first year of high school. She makes a few friends but they aren't very loyal. They like to skip class a lot, but she doesn't. She thinks she is the lon...
It is almost lunchtime and I just finished my translations worksheet. I am in a good mood, I don't know what got me like this. I jump out of my thoughts as I am interrupted by the bell. I walk over to my locker and stuff my backpack inside. I grab my lunchbox and shut my locker, then walk over towards the lunchroom. I walk over to the corner table where I meat Alex and sat with him. He seemed distracted, I waved in front of his face and he flinched then looked at me. I just laughed it off and started eating the small lunch I had. I glance over to the lunch line and see Blake. He looked back at me and smiled, I smiled back but quickly turned away. A few minutes later, he walked over and sat with us.
"Hey Y/N, and Alex," Blake says nervously. His voice was a bit shaky, but of course, I am too dumbstruck to care.
"Hey..."
"hey blake," says Alex as he takes another bite of his sandwich.
I keep my eyes hidden by looking down the best I can. What is making me so nervous?! I can't control myself at this point. I need to get a hold of my thoughts... Ugh... We don't talk most of lunch. I and Alex say goodbye and he leaves for a doctors appointment. I walk with Blake to our next class, Real World Chaos. I never really understood the meaning behind this class. I'm sure I will understand it eventually. But I'm glad I have blake to help me with anything if I am confused. We sit down across from each other so he made faces at me trying to get me to laugh. He was very unsuccessful but I smiled at his failed attempts.
The next class I had was next to his class but I didn't think much of it until we bumped into each other after class. We talked for a while after school after Alex left.
"Does someone pick you up?" He asked me confused.
"No, I walk home."
"Oh, in that case, would you like me to walk you home?"
"Sure why not?"
I start walking in the direction of my house and he follows after. He kept making me laugh with all his dumb jokes and expressions. When we got to my house I said goodbye and walked to my front door.
"See ya tomorrow. Ya know, you have a pretty laugh." He says this as he walks away.
All I can do is stand here. I am frozen from those words. My heart is beating at a thousand miles a minute. I snap out of it and go inside. My mother greets me with a hug and we talk about her day. I ignore my day because I barely understand what happened. I just sit in my room after I finish my homework and text, Alex, since he also finished his homework. Alex eventually goes to bed so I sit awake drawing. I get stuck on what I want to draw. I just let myself get lost in my thoughts, and I found myself drawing Blake. I started blushing, but I just decided to finish it anyway. When I finished, I looked at it and it wasn't too bad. I smiled and put it on my wall.
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I smiled again and sat on my bed. I let random thoughts roam the depths of my head and slowly drifted off into a delightful rest. By morning I was still smiling but I couldn't remember why. So I went on and got ready for school as usual. I walked out the door and looked at the sun and I wonder of what the day held for me.
