" Aw shit , i gotta go " .. * grabbing my clothes *
" What do yo mean you have to go ? I thought you was staying with me tonight. Toya tell me you're not finna bail on me again, like come on now this the third time this week. What you got some more business to take care of? Im starting to think you aint really fucking me." "And What you mean not fucking with you? " as i zip my pants up. " You know what the fuck i mean toya. You come over here and you talk good sht and make me feel good , like real good. Then what bounce. " " Marcus im just " .. as i pause for a second he begins to say, " Just Just Just leave how the FUCK ABOUT THAT " as he jumps up screaming in my ear. " i threw this motherfucking phone his face. " Aye why the fuck you yelling in my ear bitch? HUH? FUCK WRONG WITH YOU. " as im yelling he back smacked the spit out my mouth. Thens begins to choke me and yell at me saying " BITCH IF YOU EVER THROW YO STUPID ASS PIECE OF SHIT AS PHONE AT ME AGAIN I KILL YOU." "KILL ME THEN BITCH" AS I SPIT IN HIS FACE. " EW BITCH YOU WANNA KEEP PLAYING WITH ME, igh. I see you got balls hanging in yo pants "while letting my throat go. " you just mad cause you dont own me boo. Deal with me not being yours and stay in yo lane BITCH ASS PUSSY ASS NIGGA " pacing back and forth as i continued grabbing my things. I started to think real hard. Then i continued on saying " you know what im sorry. That wasnt godly of me to hurt you like that. I know you wont never forgive me. I know i do you wrong and to be honest i couldnt help the fact that i was hurt .. that .. that .." droping all of my belongings on the floor. " I JUST CANT DO THIS NO MORE WITH YOU TOY , you have to leave ." Holding his hand ont toward the door. " WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN I HAVE TO LEAVE , BITCH YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP " rushing towards him. As i pin him down he yells. " get the fuck up toya." " NO, not until you tell me we good. ", " toya we aint never going to be good so could you just leave ? Im asking nicely toya." While wiping his face . And as i start to cry. " toya why yo dumb ass crying. " " bitch cause im pregnant!". " i knew yo hoe ass was doing something , shaking my head bye TOYA." Pushing me back so hard that i hit my head and neck on the dresser and the end of the bed. I cried even harder not because he pushed me but because my father has been rapping and harrassing me. Little do he FUCKING KNOW its my uncles baby. Theyll tag team me and momma all night theyll sit and watch us cry like dawgs .. my dad would shoot my momma up with so much dope she ended up dying twice .. he don't know what's really up with me but its okay cause im in this game for get backs i dont give a fuck. But he dont either, regardless of my problems he dont care abput the innocent child in side of me. So as i begin to tell him this story he begins to get teary eyes. " yeah btch why you trying to hurt me and my child" "im so so so sorry toya , i di-didnt .. im so sorry " as he kisses my forehead, i pushes him back to lay him down. " no im sorry for not telling you bae. I just , just dont know how to cope with it at all. I hope you can for give me love. Some how." As i Looked him in his eyes. "as long as you keep it real it wont be no problems baby, i swear i like you. You the only girl who can make me laugh while im mad or smile when im sad. Every moment you not around im sick cause i wonder if you are alright, or good , or even feeling loved, cared for and everything. Its not one minute that i dont wont you around. I dont know why you treat me like shit. I try my hardest to please you and you keep leaving me. Why Toya? Best believe im fallin in love with you " " awe is that right? You're falling in love with me but ive been fell deeply in love with you." As i start to unbuckle his pants. " baby just sit back and relax, im finna show you how much i love you" and i started off slow then sped up and it got wetter by the second then i reach in my cup and grabbed a ice cube i got to going crazy .. deep throat it then i licked his balls at the same time. Right when he was at his weakest point .. i slowed down then licked all on his tip fast as fuck then as he was finna bust i let cum in my mouth a little then i pulled my 40 out and sprayed some hot shit in his face . " btch as nigga i lied " spitting all his kids on his face where the bullets hole was .. watching each kid drip and drop with they daddy blood.." this your brothers baby btch, i never loved you" " and btch I NEVER LOVED YOU" as quickly turn around to see my momma in tears ..
