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Pain

Pain.
There are many different descriptions of it.

However there is one single form of pain which is worse than every other form. The one I am talking about is feared by those who have suffered it and not understood by the lucky people who never had to go through it.

That specific pain creeps only into the bodys with the lost and broken souls. It crawls into your room when you are all by yourself and you breath it in like its dark fog that fills your lungs.

Slowly but surely the fog spreads around in your body. It makes its way from your lungs to your limbs and finally into your brain where it does the damage.

You can feel how the pieces you glued together are starting to crumple and fall apart again and you are panicking because you know what is about to happen.

Within seconds the pain sets in and with that the tears start to fall silently. Your lungs start to burn and you want to scream as if your life depends on it but no sound comes out of your mouth. It feels like your organs are being ripped out of your body and you are burning alive.

All of the muscles in your body cramp together and you cant move anymore so you just lay there crying trying to scream for help. All you want is the pain to stop and someone to hug you so tight that all of your broken pieces stick back together and you will slowly start to heal but you know that this wont happen so you just lay there in
Pain.

                                                                                            -L.P.