Inside

numb

Numbness.
This is the worst feeling in the entire world.
If you can call it a feeling.

It's when you lay there and can't feel a single thing and would give everything you have just to feel the cold and wetness from your tears again.
The tingling feeling when they gather in your eyes and finally spill over and flow down your cheeks just like a hand which is stroking your face gently.

However they aren't there just like anybody else.
No one is there with you not even your own tears or feelings so you lay there staring at your sealing just completely blank...numb.

                                                                                          -L.P.