Inside

Forbidden thought

Forbidden thought.

You stand next to the grave. Grieving. Jealous.
Those feelings don't fit together? For some they do.

You grieve because you've lost a beloved person and your jealous because you wish you were in that coffin instead of them.
This combination is so forbidden that you are ashamed of your thoughts.
You are so ashamed that your scared someone could hear your thoughts even they are just for yourself.

However, wouldn't it be better if you were laying in that coffin instead of your loved one?
Think about it and now tell me again you never had that thought deep deep down inside of you.

                                                                                            -L.P.