The table was in the corner with a view of the city lights, very romantic and private. We took our seats and within a few minutes we both ordered our food. During dinner we spoke about everything and realized that we had so much in common.
Could Jerry be a genuine guy who truly cares for me or is he another Paul who would hurt me. Is it time for me to let go of my past and give this guy a chance, my mind kept playing what happened with Paul over and over. Jerry noticed I became quiet and he asked " are you ok? please let me in and talk to me about what has caused you pain. "
How could I tell him that I was foolish and fell for a womanizing jerk I thought loved me. I couldn't look Jerry in his eyes and I began telling him my story, dear sweet Jesus this guy is comforting me and saying he would kill Paul if he ever saw him. How could anyone hurt such a beautiful woman.
The time had come for me to take back my life and let go of all the pain I felt after Paul. Here I was having dinner with a sexy guy who wanted to be in my life no matter what. Right there in this gorgeous restaurant I silently closed the chapter of my life about Paul. Took a sip of my wine and started to relax and enjoy Jerry's company.
