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Im going to say this upfront,there are a lot of timeskips in this chapter so that i can move this book along.
Triger warning-there is drug use in this chapteras as well as gore,you have been warned.After I closed the door I sighed before jumping on my board and let my thoughts run wild. '0ut 0f everything I c0uld have said, why did I say that?' I thought as I passed people at a wicked speed. ' n0w they are g0nna ask a bunch 0f questi0ns when I get h0me' as I was distracted I didn't notice when someone had not only knocked me off my bored but also knocked me unconscious as well.
~time skip~
I woke up with a throbbing headache,when I went to grip my head I found that I couldnt as my hands were shakled to a wall by my wrists. I slowly opened my eyes the whole room spinning as nausea was beginning to settle in but I pushed it down best I can as to get a good look of my surroundings. The room was dark, though not to dark as to render my sight useless. the walls were concrete as the only light that came in the room was from a single door as the light was dim at the bottom. 'Im fucked' I thought as I started to hear footsteps coming closer knowing full well that I shouldnt make a sound as there was an 80% chance that it was my kidnaper on the other side. The door opened quite vilently as a literal corps was thrown in befor the door was slammed closed, it had happened so quickly that i couldnt even get a look as the person who had thrownbthe body in the room with me. The smell hit rather quickly as I Gagged at the scent of the decaying boddy trying oh so desperatly to stay awa y from the literaly melting flesh. Success was mine as there was luckily a drain 2 feet from the wall so all I had to do was stay at least a foot from the drain incase it was clogged or drained very slowly.
-time skip-
It had been a week since I came here I was given no food or water however I was moved to a room were I could have more freedom, my only limit was the length of the chain that was attached to my wrists. Eventualy I heard footsteps as they were headed twards the door,though hearing mor than one set of footsteps had my hopes rise thinking it was the police or the FBI but that wasnt the case for me. My emotions went from hopeful to compleat terror as many people walked in looking as if there intention was to harm,I backed up as close to the wall as i could before I was grabed and pinned to the floor "what are y0u g0nna d0 t0 me!" I squealed befor feeling myself get injected by something. I screamed in pain as whatever substance was forced into me burned immidiatly despite there being no flame or rapid flesh decay to indicate acid. I writhed in the extreme pain that i was feeling, screamed in agony wile translucent red tears shed from my eyes as i cleanched my teath and hissed threw the pain. Everything around me seemed to change the room felt as if it had gotten bigger, I felt tiny and traped in a space i could never get out. Sadly the worst part wasn't the pain but hearing the things that wasnt there like screaming and whispers as well as insults that could clearly be heard but only by me as everything was all at once like a jumbld mess. It was constant even a human wouldn't be able to stand it for more than 20 minuts, though eventualy it had gotten to me as after an hour I passed out hoping it would stop.
-time skip-
It was now a month that ive been here,I had goten used to the drugs they forced me to have regularly. The only downside was I was getting iritated when I wasnt getting it intime, I was changing on a mental scale one I knew I wouldnt be able to get fixed. They hardly fed me too so I was starting to look like skin and bones looking like a living skeleton. Most of my days was spent sleeping which was easier when the screaming and voices stopped. It had been a wile since the drug was injected in me, I could tell because i could hear the voices when it was starting to ware off now instead of when i get it, they had made me addicted to whatever drug they were practiclyhand feeding me. I never thought I would get addicted to anything so when it wore off I would rattle the chains loudly so they knew I was there and needed my fix. I stood up grabbing the chains as I started to slam them on the wall, it always got there attention. A few minuts passed and they opened the door sliding food in,I knew I needed it but I didnt want it yet I wanted my fix. "HEY ASS HATS I WANT MY FIX N0T THIS SHIT" I shouted angrily as I started slamming the chains on the wall again. They must have gotten annoyed as they tossed the seringe through the door. I quickly grabed it taking off the cap to the needle and injected it in my arm sighing with instant relief as I felt it go threw my system the voices stopping within seconds. With my fix I finaly ate and the food actualy had some flaver in it now instead of being bland like it usually is. With food and my fix in my system I fell to sleep rather quickly.
-time skip-
It has been 2 months and 2 weeks since ive been here and today the did something different, they gave me a roommate and already I wanted to cut out his tongue.he talked way to much and actualy got fed mor than me just so he would stop talking or shouting for a bit. It didnt help that it was an hour past my need for a fix, and the guy neeeded his too as he wouldn't stop blabbing about needing it "hey human" I said getting his attention "hey monster" he said as he smirked. "If y0u d0nt st0p fucking talking im g0ing to fucking rip 0ut your t0ngue " I threatened my eyes and tone filled with malice "ide like to see you try honey " he said with that stupid smirk still on his face pravokeing me. I growled in his direction till I heard something hit the ground, I looked over to see the seringe as the man stood up to go get it for himself "thats MINE" I growled as I jumped up to run in grab it he ran after it as well managing to get it first, I tackled him the drug falling from his grasp as I clawed at his eyes. He screamed in pain wile I grabbed the seringe and was about to inject it in my system but my anoying roomie grabbed me,he was clearly taller but I was stronger as I flipped him over me and riped out his tongue. I kept him on his back as he started to choke on his own blood only for him to die with in minuts. When I was sure he was dead I injected the drug in myself the voices that kept repeating kill him slowly deminished as the drug entered my system, I had no regrets as to what I did once I had my limited sanity back, he called me a monster so i showed him one.
-Time skip-
It was now 3 months that ive been here,they put more than a dozen people in here and I killed them all, age and gender did not matter when it came to the drug I needed to stay sane though my sanity was gone the moment i told myself I needed the damn thing. I was half asleep and didnt move when the door was slammed open and I was grabed and released from my chains, I was questioning what they were doing till I was able to hear sirens. The worst part was the drug had warn off so my only response was to attack whoever was holding me. my eyes snaped open as I punched the guy in the face, when i hit the floor thats when I saw them, a massive amount of the drug I had been given and gotten addicted to. I quickly went to grab a prepared seringe but was stoped as I was pinned to the ground with enough force to temporarily parilize me before draging me to a gurney only for me to sock the 2 in the nose leaving them stunned befor the first one injected me with a sedative knocking me out instantly. The ambulance ride to the hospital I was mostly out but I remember some of it as the parimedics were checking my vitals and struggled to get any blood samples for testing.
-time skip-
I was partaly awake as i was hearing voices that seemed to be in reality and in my head it was fine untill the pain settle in. My eyes snaped open as i started to scream and thrash around, i needed my fix now the pain was unbarable as i feared that i was going to die. Soon enough i saw some one aproch me and i wanted them to go away as i knew they were going to put me to sleep when they grabbed me."M0THER FUCKER!! GET Y0UR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME! I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU! 0UCH Y0U S0N 0F A BITCH! Y0UR A FUCKING DEAD MAN! I WILL KILL Y0U WERE Y0U FUCKING STAND! I wIlL cUt Y0U wItH mY cLaWs! Y0u s0n 0f a.." i wasnt able to finish as i pased out questioning who else was in the room.
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started as a game (ReaderXGamzee)(editing)
FanfictionWhat started as a game slowly lead to growing feeling as pugal(akayou in a sence) is able to explor her kind and see that she dousnt have to wall herself up in her hive till a human friend has to invite her to do social stuff just to get out.