Safaree ;
I bathed Lourdes while she sang and talked about everything under the sun .
"Mommy !!" , she squealed when Nicki walked in smiling at her .
"Hey baby ."
She kissed her cheek standing on her knees next to me . I leaned over as she pecked my lips and just stood there . Its never been this quiet unless she had something bothering her . Apart of me wanted to just leave it alone since I doubt she wouldn't tell me anyways but then again I wanted to know .
"You good Nika ?"
"Yea ."
"You sure ?"
She nodded getting up and walking out the bathroom as I cleaned Lour off and walked to my room were she was putting on one of my shirts and grabbing Lourdes .
I went ahead and got in bed while they talked till she fell asleep . I grab Lour and lay her next to me as Nicki lays behind me holding me tightly .
I started to say something but just closed my eyes .
"Kay's with someone else ." , she said out of nowhere .
It didn't really know what to say so I just grabbed her hand .
"How you feeling ?"
"I don't even know ... I try to tell myself not to trip considering the fact I want you but ... I just dont know ."
She cried herself to sleep as I just laid up thinking of a way to get her to be mine .
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short ass chapter but yall will deal .
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