I don't know if was today, yesterday, or five days ago buttt
IVE HIT THREE YEARS ON WATTPAD WOW
It was better three years ago.
Let me tell y'all a story.
Three years ago when I was still an innocent child I mean I was 11 I wasn't very innocent at all but anyways I was 11 years old that's right math I think anyway I was 11 and I seen my cousin on this app and I was like hey whats that all it looks pretty cool and she was like it's Wattpad you can read and write books on it and I was like sweet I'll check it out when I get home.
Anyway got home got Wattpad Made an account and explored the Of Wattpad and I was like cool my fandom's are on here well at the time it was mostly just me being that basic white chick liking aarmau but we moved on from that I am no longer a basic white chick wait maybe I am... but now I read garrence and a lot of stuff you all don't need to know about keep yourself innocent guys.
Now when I first started I had no friends...
Still don't (someone love me)
But yeah.
AnyWho I was sitting in my bed one day and I was like man wouldn't it be cool to write a book on Wattpad. It was not I burned that book in the fiery pits of hell,( deleted it killed it), my home. And that book is never going to be seen again don't ever ask what it was about I don't even know anymore.
But then I actually came up with semi decent trash... I mean do you... um wait...
anyways I created shattered glass and now that book is over and killing me to this day and it was over like a year ago not even I don't even remember.
And I think I created another book that I completely trashed but I did that to a lot of books so we're not getting even talk about that.
Anyways it's been a long three years no one loves me at all and I am dying please help.
JK
But I have a come a long way in my writing styles and skills yeah. I think we all agree that my writing has gone from 0 to 10 in three years which isn't that good but it's so much better than it used to be.
I have like 85 more followers than i did when I started I actually don't even know how many followers I have a lot of random people to that I don't even follow or anything.
Cool things that came out of this I think I made a few friends I don't know they all kind a died or something. Theres been people that I like like to read not really because they're older people that I liked to read when I liked weird shit I mean I still like weird shit but the gross basic aphmau shit but yeah, so most people actually talk to me and like me for some reason and I don't know why
Like don't talk to me I'm strange and play the clarinet and wanna die.. but talk anyways lol.
There's just people I thought wouldn't talk to me because I literally mean nothing In this app..
:)
Kill me...
So I don't know what you got out of this.
Um this longer then all the drafts I have my books sooo...
Updates are not coming soon because I'm not inspired yet and y'all just got a chapter of shattered hearts not that long ago so just read that for 5000 years until I post something else
So what you think of my 3 years on this shit show
I'll leave now...
*edit*
*whispers* I actually have 86 followers sorry my mistake
Someone shoot me please😂😂😭
*another edit*
There's like people who are really famous and get a shit ton of reads on their books that follow me.. there's not a lot of them it's like maybe two or three but bro it does mean a lot to me because I am not.. Who are clearly really good because like 30,000 people read their books or 10,000 people read their books or whatever some high ass number and I'm sitting here with my highest reads on one book is 2K which is not that good and it's this book and it's only because I'm constantly posting shit.
But like for someone that big on Wattpad to follow me I literally cry I sit there like Bro you don't deserve to follow me I'm a piece of trash I literally in class the other day walked up to the garbage bin or recycling bin whatever it was and sat down in it and looked at my sorta friend and said this is my home now I am a piece of trash goodbye.
yes I May have for 86 followers but people do read my stuff I shouldn't say people don't read my stuff and don't love me because the support that I'm getting on some of my books like you're all reading my shattered series which has come along way from it's beginning obviously and I'm scaring y'all aren't I and the new You & I book my garrence fanfic I'm kind a new to writing garrence I don't really know how to do that because I'm working on things but I mostly only have ideas for Garroth which isn't good cause there are two main characters not one and I'm getting support on that book to and my sisters best friend which I appreciate. Yes I appreciate when you guys vote and I'm not saying I'm ungrateful because I am not I am very grateful but I don't know it's a lot of anxiety and I feel anxious because sometimes they'll be like 40 people who read one chapter but only 12 read another chapter and then they'll be 24 people who read the next chapter and I don't know it makes me think like is this one chapter really good this chapter really bad and this chapter semi-decent because not a lot of people read one chapter and then a lot of people read the other chapter and it's very confusing.
That's off-topic but the people who are more famous that follow me I am grateful because I never thought someone who I've been reading for quite some time would follow me when I shout them out for inspiring me to write and do things because I get so anxious and everything gets to me and I don't want to write for you guys I don't want to write anything I just get in a slump like I am right now where I just don't feel like writing because I don't know.
I'll actually leave you guys alone now sorry this is longer than most of my chapters so ha ha.
