He would hate me, be disgusted by me I just know it.
Everyday He says he loves me over and over again.
He begs in his sleep to never leave him.
Was my love not love, Was I only attracted to his psychical features?
He has become a burden on my mind. He hates me talking to other guys, or just standing near them. We argue about this almost everyday.
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
He yells, then cries holding me, telling me he loves me and he is sorry. I think of what It would be like to never have met him.
I never thought I would meet him, and that we would become a couple. He made some of my days happier then I have ever felt, But it was too much.
I felt like I was about to break. Someone people can;t love, and sadly I am one of those.
It was time for me to leave.
I'm sorry, Taehyung...
I have to go...
I wrote him a note telling him everything. I felt the drops of tears on my face and they fell to the paper. Maybe I just didn't have enough love for him.
I don't think I have the mental capacity to love. I don't feel the magic of Taehyung anymore, there is no more enchanting.
I walked out of our apartment with two suitcases and a plane ticket far far away.
I cried why I walked, but the tears were dry, and I was weeping on the inside.
Goodbye, Taehyung
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[ La Fin ]
A/n: So this was the end of this little book, I hoped you liked it. I don't if I will create a sequel. I'm kinda too lazy for that. Did I almost cry writing this scene? Yes I, unlike psyche, felt hurt by this whole thing. Hopefully I didn't cause to much pain for y'all. Anyways, I never thought I would write something like this. It helped me look at other ways of writing and I needed that.
edit: its almost been 2 years since I wrote this. Its crazy how time flies. I will probably edit this, and remove CRINGe cause I even cringed while reading this. Thank you for reading my half- assed book. Maybe the sequel will have a more detailed follow up to Watching.
