A walk to remember

Desperate

My heart literally dropped after I read that note from Stephen I was extremely sorry he felt that way, I just don't even know to explain the fact on why i got punished i wouldn't even have a way in communicating with him on how to tell him, I don't know where he lives, his number by heart, his social media's or anything, he's a ghost, I was super desperate to talk to him, I miss him I miss our conversations, his laugh the vibes and butterflies I get in the little of time I was with him, I want to hug him look at him, speak to him atleast just one time again that's all I ask.

My mom goes in my room to speak, to me and she asks me who's this so called Stephen and how come he's writing letters to me and how did he get our address I explain to her everything about how we met I tell her, I want to speak to him and she suddenly starts acting strange saying I should of never ever gave a random my address or let alone went out on a date with him I don't know anybody and I should never get to know nobody knew, we started to argue, and I told her well atleast if it was a stranger and they killed me Atleast something else could of killed me other than cancer, she looks at me disgusted flushed my pills, and cursed at me and threw my phone in my bed, she was fed up with me always talking about how I'm going to die, she was just tired, I felt so bad that when she exited my room I didn't even feel like looking at my phone until the next day, I'm such a selfish girl I'm not putting my mothers feelings and I need too.

It's the next morning and I wake up once I look up at my phone I unlock it and see everyday since 2 weeks Stephen was blowing me up, And texting me sweet paragraphs I finally reply and told him everything that went on,except of course the cancer, he told me he doesn't want to text or call anymore that he needs to see me and ASAP ! He's done texting he wants to see my face and hear me in person again, we text all night until midnight he asks me if I can sneak out and meet him at a park oh lord if my mom finds out....