re-connect | wanna one ff.

i.

park jihoon

"hyung, this is our last performance." i told them as they only smiled at me, even though i could definitely see pain in their eyes.

"we should do our best, i know that this is hard but think about it, wouldn't we disappoint our fans if we would show our weak side to them?" daniel hyung said as i nodded in agreement, same goes for jisung hyung who gave him a thumbs up, which made him show his gummy smile unconsciously.

"let's always support each other until the end, let's always be friends, wanna one forever, right?" guanlin said, which made us teary-eyed and proud at the same time.

"wanna one forever, fighting! let's go." we cheered as we went to the stage together.

present

we used to be known as idols who were respected by many. i don't even know who they are now, their reputation were ruined. i'm trying to help them but they won't let me, what have they done to me now? i became a wreck as well.

"former wanna one member, bae jinyoung, arrested after getting caught smoking marijuana, but was released after bailing."

"former wanna one center, kang daniel, arrested after being involved in a fist fight with his colleague, but was released after bailing."

i sighed, looking at the t.v. once again.

"former wanna one member, park jihoon, pleaded guilty for sexually harassing a child."

they were there, standing in front of me.

"well, what the fuck are you guys looking at? don't tell me you believed the news. you guys know me well that i wouldn't do such things because i was once a child as well." i barked but they still stood silent.

"you guys are useless afterall." i spatted as the police dragged me to my cell.

fuck this life, i didn't do anything to the child, i was trying to help her, but they interpreted the situation in the wrong way.

i remembered when we were still touring, particularly, filming an mv.

flashback

"leave my friends alone." daniel hyung said as he stood infront of us, trying to protect us all. daehwi, who is in the verge of crying, is currently clinging to jisung hyung, who is trying to silence him.

"oh look at this, some kid trying to protect his younger brothers, how adorable." the drunk man slurred as he laughed.

daniel hyung couldn't wait no longer. one second in the fight and his fist already landed on the drunk old man's jaw.

there was the police, trying to calm daniel hyung down. they took him to the police to be investigated. we waited for him until midnight.

"for how long have we been waiting for daniel hyung exactly?" jinyoung said as he rolled his eyes, annoyed and irritated for waiting too long.

"he'll come out soon, don't worry. you can rest on my shoulders, if you'd like." i said as he obeyed.

daniel hyung then came out with the police, handcuffs in his hand.

"i said let me the fuck go. i was only protecting my friends, there's nothing wrong with that!" he growled.

"i'm sorry mr. kang, but you violated a law so you have to be taken under investigation. we will release you afterwards." the police said as he pushed daniel hyung in the mobile.

"i'll come back soon, i'm sorry." he said as they drove to a bigger police station.

end of flashback

we've been a mess after disbanding, but not for guanlin, daehwi, jisung hyung, minhyun hyung, and jaehwan hyung. things were quiet for them. as far as i know, daehwi is still in college and is still an idol, a bnb member to be exact. jisung hyung had a family after serving for the military, he decided to leave the showbiz life. minhyun hyung is still in nu'est. jaehwan hyung, he's a solo artist but we haven't heard any songs and news for him. things must be tough, poor jaehwan. for jinyoung, he stopped going to college and keeps on doing illegal things, his friends must've influenced him too much. woojin, on the other side, just graduated but he was also lead to the wrong path by his friends as well. he left ab6ix for certain reasons. guanlin, the young lad, is currently an actor in china, which makes him clueless of what's happening to us. sungwoon hyung, well, let's just say that he was dragged by his friends, he was dragged into a mess. the other guys are also lead to the wrong path. for me, i was living a normal life, not like the other members. but netizens started making an issue when i was with my niece, they told the reporters that i was harassing a child when i was just playing with her.

"there must be someone who have been planning this for a long time. maybe even one of them." i gritted through my teeth.

i have to know who is behind this shit.

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holy shit this is so terrible i know, i'll do better in the next chapter i promise skdmwkmsk— by the way, i am also busy with school works so i won't be able to update frequently. i'm sorry for this shitty chapter, i feel so embarrassed.