So, hi everybody! There's something that I need to adress. So those of you who follow me, probably also follow Emmi417. (IF YOU DON'T, GO DO THAT NOW!!!!!!!!!!) The past year, I have been going through absolute hell. Hell with friends, with family, and with myself. I had been struggling with depression for a very long time, and just as I was just about over my depression, I had an identity crisis regarding my sexual orientation. During this time, I had a really good friend in my gym class who helped me to understand everything and supported me completely (guess who). That's when I officillally came out as bisexual. And seeing as that's also how she identifies, she was my biggest cheerleader and my biggest support system.
Now, I was forced out by my younger siblings who invaded my privacy, and found things on my ipod. So at this point in time, I am out to all my friends, and a good portion of my family (that through no choice of my own.) Some were absolutely a million percent supportive. Some (My mom and stepdad.) refuse to accept me and constently make fun of me for it. My stepdad inpriticular always told me that he would love me and accept me no matter what. Probably because he was convinced that I would never be anything but hetero. Until the day came that I was forced to tell him I'm not. He told me I was going to hell. But through it all. She was there. She gave me somebody to talk to. She made me happy when everything seemed absolutely hopeless. She has helped me through my reoccuring depression which has since come back majorly. She was rock. She believed in me when nobody else did, and she really is, and I don't take this lightly, she is my everything. The most amazing thing is that she helped me a lot more than she's probably aware of.
Earlier, she texted me, and told me that she thinks she wants to come out to her parents. I of course was as supportive of her as she was of me. But the fear took over, and she's thinking about going back on it. Her parents are the more conservative religious types, and her dad once told her that he would disown her because of who she loves. So she's scared, and I don't want her to be scared or worried, or feel alone. So... I have a request for you all.
If you follow Emmi 417, please message her with thoughts of love, encouragement, inspirational quotes, Pentatonix quotes, anything, and if you don't follow her, THEN PLEASE DO SO. And leave your notes, thoughts, etc. in the comment section of her page. Please do this for me, it would mean the world to me. And I bet it would mean the world to her too.
Thank You for your time.
-Lexi (AKA Forevertheatergeek)
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FanfictionA collection of one-shots of my OTP. This work is a product of COMPLETE BOREDOM. This was also inspired by my best friend Emma. (Emmi417 on Wattpad. Please check her out. She also has a series of one-shots. We're trying to get her to 1000 reads.) UP...