Part 33

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I was so happy today but just got home and my whole world collapsed

all of a sudden I feel insecure in my own home

now I just lock myself in my room praying for no one to enter.

I lose myself in my thoughts and dreams making 

me think pessimistic

my parents tells me to get out of the room more often

and if I do I can hurt myself more than I 

can even imagine.

The only ones who happen to understand me are my friends

they are the ones who hold me up and trust

but the more I trust them the more 

I can get stabbed in the back,

now I only trust certain people because they have 

seen me in my weakest.

And for them, I hope they don't hate me on

what I'm going to do.

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