Part 35

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I want to break free, break free from all of my thoughts that are killing me

 please, someone, help me 

or kill me

 I don't care what I have to do to get rid of these demons inside of me telling me to 

hurt myself or others around me I'm scared,

scared that if I let them take control of me I will lose it

and the person you thought I was

will never come back.

That's why I always have my guard up with my family 

and friends.

Just murder me already my head is killing me

I just want to cry, breakdown

I don't understand myself, I'm scared to lose 

myself in my thoughts because if I do

I don't know I'll ever be the same fucking person I was before

everyone thinks I'm an ordinary person

but I'm slowly dying with my own thoughts.

So don't be making statements that theirs nothing wrong about me

because you only know me the exterior facade

and not my interior my reality.

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