My Magical Blanket

2

I was walking in the busy streets of Seoul, to the bus stop and maybe wait for the bus.

I took my phone from my pocket and inserted my earphones and tried  to relax my mind.

~Beautiful Tommorow~
The lyrics of the song that I am hearing struck my mind

Beautiful tomorrow, what A pretty phrase but has a great meaning behind it. Fear is the exact word. What could be possibly my tommorow? Will be as beautiful as fairy tales? Will it be ok?
Or It will just stay as the present?

This questions where always in my head when ever I hear this song,but why did my present did not look good like what future must  look like?

Why is my present  preventing me from reaching my future?

Why did I even exist in this world?
Why did they leave me?
Do they even love me?
Did they loved me?

Tears were already flowing in my cheeks but I prevented them to be seen so I cleaned my face with my hand and countinued walking

I entered the bus with no emotions. Thoughts fleeing around the bus or maybe around Seoul. The breeze was just right. Not to cold not even hot. I guess it's perfect?

Everytime I see a complete happy family. I always cry. I don't know why but I guess they are so lucky that the universe gave them a happy life and a reason to live

I already saw my school and the bus stoped so I went out and inside our school. Our classes starts at 8:00. It is just 6:30 in the morning so I went to the schools rooftop and think about my life and maybe jump...jk I won't do that I still love myself and that is the most important thing even though my relatives doesn't love me then I must love myself( you get it?)....

" Uhmmmmmm what are you doing here?" A guy with deep voice came to me

" Oh I am sorry I just came here to enjoy the perfect breeze and let the wind blow away my problems" I said and he looked like he was shook
" Wow you have great words" he said

" Uhmmm hi! My name is Eunwoo" he said

" Ohhhhhh I know you you are the member of the famous group astro and why did you talk to me.. you were forbidden to do that and my cousin might get mad at you" I warned him and he just gave me a long sigh

" Don't mind her, she is just a selfish bitch" he said and by his words I was surprised

" I thought she is friends with you guys" I asked him again

" Yeah.... But not me, I am not fund of her rules and I don't even know why but it's ridiculous" he said and smiled

How cute....his smile is amazing...
" Ohhhhhh okay" It was just an okay for me. Atleast I have a friend to talk to

Wait if my cousin sent him here so that he can trick me and give trust to him and break it after.

Oh shit I hate you my mind

I felt urge to get out of here so that I won't be fooled
" Hey! Where are going?" He called me before I exited the rooftop

" Uhmmm something urgent came sorry" I simply lied to him

" Ohh okay"

I won't let myself be fooled again and I will never let it happen
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Wow I finished another chapter so yeah...~
~drip...drip.. my chilli sauce~