Opposites Attract (A Harry Styles fanfiction)

NICOLES POV

"I do not!"

"Yes you do, don't argue I know you do. " Louis says.

"Louis I don't lo-" I start saying.

"Shut up!" Louis cuts me off. "I know you do so stop saying you don't just because you don't want to admit it to yourself. "

I sigh, putting my head in my hands.

"You're annoying. " I mumble.

"No I'm not you just think that because I'm saying the truth and you don't want to hear it. " Louis shrugs.

"You tell anyone I'm literally going to kill you. " I tell him. "Do you understand?"

"Woah, calm down. " Louis chuckles. "But I wont, even Harry. "

"Especially Harry. " I hiss.

"Alright, at least you admitted it, somewhat. " He shrugs.

"Whatever. " I murmur. "Listen I got to go but I'll see you tomorrow or something?"

"Yeah, breakfast at the cafe."

"Ok, bye Louis." I wave as I exit the apartment.

Fuck.

I love Harry.

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It's been a day since I actually admitted it. I couldn't go to sleep last night, just thinking about it. I think I went to sleep around four in the morning and I woke up at like ten because me and Louis were gonna go get breakfast, but it kind of turned into brunch because I got there like an hour late.

It's around eight at night now and our family is gathered around on the couch watching a movie.

Amy is huddled into my side while I'm huddled into my mom who is huddled into my dad. Yes, I know.

Jake is sitting on the love seat by himself, his eyes never leaving the screen.

I feel like now is the right time to actually talk to him and tell him everything, including what I admitted last night. Jake is the only one I'll tell, because he's my brother and he's like my best friend.

"Jake, can I talk to you please?"

His gaze tears away from the movie and goes on me. He slowly nods his head and I get up, going into the kitchen with him following.

I feel kind of nervous to tell him, not because I don't trust him, just because I didn't actually say the sentence out loud and hear myself say it.

"What did you want to talk about?" he asks, leaning back on the counter.

"Everything. " I mumble.

"Nicole I said I didn't want to talk about it. " He tells me. "I get it, you want to apologize for everything and blah blah but I don't want to hear it. You left and left all of us behind because of a stupid boy that dad told you to stay away from in the first place."

"I know dad told me to stay away from him but I wanted a relationship, a real one and I had that with Harry. " I tell him.

Jake stays silent, fumbling with his hands as he probably thinks it over. Yeah he knows about California, and he knows that all my relationships weren't really real, they were all in it for one or two nights and that's it.

"Do you know why I felt like that with Harry at school after when I saw him and that girl when he would come up to me?" I lean onto the counter.

"No. " Jake murmurs.