Breakup to Makeup

Chapter 18

Cece Pov

Adrian has been acting real sneaky lately.  He comes in whenever he want I mean like really nigga you are in a relationship.

Me and my vato, it's just me and my vato

I heard Adrian phone ringing on the nightstand. I looked on the screen for a name but he didn't have nothing saved.

"hello" I answered

"I'm sorry I think I dialed the wrong number" the women said on the other end.

"who were you looking for" i responded

"Adrian"

"Who are you?" I demanded to know

"my name is Michelle, is this Adrian number or not" she asked with an attitude

I saw Adrian coming in the room

"yea as a matter of fact it is" I got up and threw the phone at him

I walked into the closet and put on my shoes. I heard Adrian cussing the girl out.

I walked out the closet grabbed my phone and my purse and headed downstairs

"baby" I heard him calling me

I'm not going to cry, fuck him.  I'm just going to see if I can stay with my cousin for a few days.

"Cierra" he called out to me

Before I can open up the door he grabbed me by my wrist.

"ma let me" he got cut off when I slapped him. He looked at me with an angry expression on his face.

I wish this nigga would try and put his hands on me. I looked at the nigga with disgust written all over my face.

"let you do what" I yelled at him

"you cheating on me while I'm pregnant with your child,  something you begged me to have.  I hate you soo much. I swear I do.  I gave you all of me.  I never messed around on you.  I gave you any and everything you asked for, but yet you find a reason to cheat on me" I cried to him

"give me some time Adrian, please I just need to be alone.  I can't do this shit right now. " i screamed at him

I looked at him one last time before walking out the door.

I drove over to Arika's house in a daze.  Listening to these sad ass songs, putting me and my fucking feelings even more.

I arrived at my destination. I looked in the mirror and wiped my face.  I walked up to the walkway before I could ring the doorbell, I could hear Symeir crying and yelling.

I heard my cousin yell " fuck you nigga"

The door swung open and Jermaine walked out mumbling "iight shorty". He got into his car and drove off.

Damn everybody going through some shit.

I looked into her red puffy eyes and gave her a hug.

She gave me a weak smile and asked me what I was doing here. I told her what happened and she told me that we should go out. I agreed pregnant and eveything. I wasn't showing so it was all good. I was about to let me hair down and shake my ass.

Arika told me that she and Meir was about to take a nap then we was going to leave around 10pm. I told her okay and went into the guest room and took my nap.

I woke up around 8 and started getting dressed.  We left the house to drop Meir off at my aunt's house. Jasmin and Bre was suppose to meet us at the club.  I was too thirsty to go out tonight.  I was stressed to the max.

"I'm about to turn the fuck up and get white girl wasted" Arika said lighting up a blunt.  ohh how I wish I could hit once.

" I know you are, you haven't been out since you had Symeir." i told her

We pulled up the club and immediately hit the dance floor.

Arika Pov

"i know you want to be my main chick, fuuuucccck whoever you came with" I slurred

I was beyond fucked up. I started winding my hips when i felt eyes on me. I looked up towards to VIP section where my eyes connected with J's. I saw the vein throbbing on the side of his neck and knew he was pissed off. I smirked at him as they started playing a differnt song. The song was called throw that ass in a circle. So that's what I proceeded to do as I turned around and started twerking on this unknown dude.

I felt a tight grip on my wrist, someone then started yanking me off the dance floor. I looked up and saw J. I started pulling my arms trying to get him off me. He pulled my wrist with more force and threw me hard against the wall looking into my eyes with anger.

I was soo scared. I never saw that nigga so mad.

"Why the fuck you out here like this" he yelled at me pushing me into the wall again.

"J, I just wanna have fun" i slurred making him angry

"shut the fuck up" he yelled at me

"where the fuck is my son, did you forget that you was fucking engaged" he yelled

I nodded my head no.  I felt so bad.

He grabbed my arm pulling me outside. He pushed me in the car and drove us home.

I fell asleep in the car.  I felt him pick me up and carry me up the stairs. I felt him get in bed.

"I'm sorry" I whispered before turning over and falling asleep.

***NEXT MORNING***

I woke up with a pounding headache.

I looked over and didn't see J. I walked into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. Then I took me a shower.

I greased my body and put on some shorts and a tank top. I combed my hair out of the    wrap I had it in. I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my phone, purse and keys.

I was going to go and get Meir. I walked downstairs and heard the door open and close. I saw J holding Meir and his neice in his hands.

I avoided eye contact with J. I grabbed my baby and gave him some kisses.

"hey Niyah" i spoke

"hey tete" she said

"did you eat breakfast already"

she shook her head no.

"okay come on let's fix some breakfast" i told her. I sat him in the high chair.  I fixed pancakes, eggs and sausage. I fixed Niyah plate and gave her some apple juice. I picked up my baby.

J came and took the baby out of my hands.

"you can't speak" he said looking down at me

"good morning j" i mumbled looking down at the floor

"oh we on this again,  you can't look at me" he said using his fingers to lift my chin up making me look at him.

I could feel my eyes getting watery.

"I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed that you seen me that way last night. I just wanted to have fun. I haven't been out in a year.  All I do everday is stay at home and take care of Symeir and make sure the house is clean.  I'm not complaining, I love my baby to death and wouldn't have it any other way. But sometimes I need some Arika time" I told him

"I understand. I'm sorry how I was grabbing on you.  I love you Arika" he said kissing me

"love you too" I replied going in the kitchen to clean up

For the rest of the day we just kicked back and had family day. The kids feel asleep so I took them upstairs and layed them down.

I walked back into the room and J was half way sleep. I got into the bed and kissed him while saying 'love you'. I turned around snuggling up against him. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tighter while kissing on me ear say "i love you". I drifted off into a peaceful and deep slumber.