*Morning*
The next day I wake up and get in the shower.
After I finish I change into my outfit
and then dry my hair.
I curl my hair then put it in a high ponytail.
Next I do my makeup the most natural I can possibly do and then grab my phone to head out to Joey's house.
I step outside and begin walking to his house since it's not far, just like a mile away.
When I get to his house I go to the door and go to knock but then I stop.
I'm nervous, I don't know how this will go.
I finally knock and the next thing I know, I am brought into a hug by Joey.
"Babe, I'm sorry for that picture of me and that girl I can explain everything really, I'm so sorry." Joey said.
I wait for him to release me and then I look at him.
"It's more than that Joey, can I come in?" I ask him.
He lets me in and I sit down.
"Okay yes, it was that picture, but also you never answered my messages never called me or anything! How do you think that was making me feel?" I ask him annoyed.
"I can explain it all!" Joey said.
"Then explain!" I shout on the verge of tears.
"Look, I got to the airport and went on the plane, and I fell asleep when I woke up I didn't realize my phone was missing, I tried to find it, I really did but it was no use and I couldn't remember your number so I could contact you another way, so that's about me not contacting you, and about that picture, I'm sorry I cheated on you, I was feeling stressed and decided to hang out with that girl and she kissed me, and I guess someone that knew me took the picture and realized that girl was not you and send it to that account. I'm sorry I'm a horrible boyfriend." Joey said looking down.
"You could at least contacted Sophia or your mom for them to tell me! And what were you stressing about? That I was pregnant with your child? Well no one told you to be with me, that was the first thing I told you when I told I was pregnant but worry no more,because I lost the baby!" I told him shouting and crying at the same time.
This was the first time I talked about the baby like that.
"What? That's not true! You're lying Y/n! Tell me it's not true!" He said crying.
"I would love to tell you that but I can't because that would be lying and I wouldn't lie about that, I lost the baby when I saw that picture I was at the hospital for like 3 days and you never where there, Cameron tried to contact you! He was there for me when you weren't!" I tell him yelling.
"I'm sorry Okay!? I can't take it back, I was so happy that we were going to be parents but now this happened I'm really sorry, this is my fault, please give me a chance to fix everything." Joey said getting on his knees ínfront of me.
"You can't do anything Joey, what's done is done." I tell him.
He stood up and hugged me, I hugged back and it felt so right.
I was mad at him but this was the closest comfort I have had in days.
"I was excited about the baby too Joey, but I mean things happen for a reason." I tell him.
He just looked into my eyes as if trying to find a solution to make everything alright again.
"You are right, we can take things slower now though, and start fresh." He said grabbing my hands.
I take my hands out of his and sigh.
"I'm sorry Joey,but I think it would better for us to go our separate ways right now, we need space and I especially need time to recover." I tell him looking at the ground.
"No you can't leave me, I love you and I know you love me too, we can start fresh again, but please don't leave me." He said grabbing my face.
I begin crying.
"I'm sorry Joey it's what is for the best." I tell him
"No you can't leave just like that! I know you love me and you will come back and we will be okay, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me so I know for sure this is for the best." He said crying and still grabbing my face.
"I don't love you." I tell him looking him into the eyes.
His hands dropped to his side and right then and there I see his whole world crash down in his eyes.
"Yes you do!" He said shouting at me.
I flinched.
"Joey please don't make it harder than it is." I tell him.
"Make what harder? You don't have to do this, everything is going to be fine I'm going to be fine." He said.
"You might but I never will be fine." I tell him.
"I have to go, I'm sorry." I whisper as I head for the door to leave.
Joey doesn't say anything or do anything to stop me so I keep going and I'm finally outside.
I walk fast to my house and when I get there I run straight to my room avoiding my parents questions.
I lie down on my bed and cry.
I did what I had to do even though it hurt.
I still love Joey, I just lied so it would be easier for us, I did it for us not for me.
It's the best.
I will get over and Joey will too get over me, I just don't want to hurt him and we need space.
I need space to recover it's not a really healthy relationship, but time is what I need to heal and I have it now.
The only thing I don't know is what I will do without Joey here anymore or without us being together.
A/N: hey babes! Please vote and comment! 😘This I feel is my best chapter yet! So much drama!!😭
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