One shots -Marvel- /mostly yaoi/

// Hawksilver

Hawksilver
(I'm a french canadian with Norwegian origins so speaking english is actually my second-third language. Sorry for the faults)
(media will always be aesthetic pics I like)
//

Clint POV

Sitting on a chair for hours wasn't so bad, the fact that I may loose Pietro was. It's been days or weeks, I stopped to count, everyday I was there here watching over him. With a small hope that one day he will wake up, I feel so guilty he shouldn't have died. I was supposed to be the one not him ,cold tears started to roll down my cheeks. How could he, left me like that 'you didn't see that coming' my mind kept saying thoses words in loop, his lasts ones.

Nat got worried about me, sometimes she would force me to go out to take some fresh air. She is the only reason why I'm not sitting there all day, not eating, not sleeping. Nat is my best friend since forever and I thank her for that.

A week later

I kept my routine, checking on Pietro everyday. Telling him how my life is doing, how I miss him or trying to get the answer why he did that, has I was gonna leave to get my four hours of sleep then I heard a small cough. I was to only person in that room, except him. I ran over to the machine, his heart started to pound, slowly but it did. Mine was already racing, what if he actually get up.

"You didn't see that coming? Didn't you"

Pietro, he was alive! I wanted to hug him, but I don't know much about is condition. So I just sat back to my chair, his eyes we're barely open but I could see a small smile on his face. Making me blush a bit, I didn't know why tho. He was just a great friend, the love-hate relationship with a friend.
"Hey, it's been a while huh?" He said with his cute Slokovian accent almost whispering
"Yeah, I missed you" I said looking away
"Me too" he replied with a weak smile
"Why did you do that, I mean you could've died! You were already in this coma for many weaks"
"Don't know, you deserved life and the child did too. I have not much family left you know" he said with a sad tone
"Would you like to see Wanda? She would be so happy to see you" as I took my phone out
"Yeah, but can I ask you something first?"
"Mmhm" I nodded
"Did I miss you so much, I heard everything you said. You we're coming often didn't you?" I blushed a bit, not knowing if it was a constatation or to laugh at me.
" Every day Speedster, everyday" I avoid eye contact by calling his sister and a fews guys. As soon as I finished my call with Bruce, Wanda was already there. She ran up to the bed and hugged her brother, tears rolled down her face. But they we're tears of joy. I said a quick bye to my friends and got up to my room to have some sleep.

Another week later

It was late, almost 11:39 PM. So I headed to the roof, I liked to got there, the atmosphere was always good there and the lights we're so beautiful. I sat on the edge letting my legs in the void, I was feeling great. But suddently something blue ran over and sat next to me.
"You didn't see that coming!" He said with a smile
"Why coming so late?" I asked, usually I was the only one of the Avengers Tower to go here. I liked to see the pink sky during evening, or the stars during the night.
"Natasha, told me you would be there" He answered with a smile. Why would he come to see me, especially at this time of the day.
"Why did wanna be with me?" I asked
"Old man, stop asking too much questions, I just want to see the city and the beautiful stars." He said with excitement, making my cheeks flushed. And I this moment I realise I liked him, I knew the first time I saw him I had a special connection with him. But didn't think of that way, I was straight. Or never met someone to make me think the contrary.
His beautiful eyes in a unique blue, his pretty and soft silver hair, his accent making my heart melt everytime and his perfect abs. He was perfect, but I wasn't I knew that eventually he'd get a girlfriend and I could do nothing to avoid it. I had to hide my feelings deep within myself even though it hurt.
"Hey look, this star shine more than the others. It might be you but in star!" Pietro wispered to let me in my calm atmosphere.
"I don't think so, you saved my life you are a hero. I think it's you" his cheeks changed into a pink colour. And he looked away.

I never thought this would be my last moment with him, what I did next got us separate.

A month later

Pietro POV

After seeing the stars with Clint, my heart started to beats faster when he was around. My sister even caught me many times staring at him. But I can help that he's so pretty, especially when he laugh. But I knew that eventually he would find out, and maybe they would kick us out. So has I was buying myself somes clothes, a tall brunette came over and asked my number. First I thought that she would get sad, knowing that I don't like her, but if that made me okay to stay with Clint and the others I was whiling to try it. A week after I presented my fake date to the group, Clara was her name. My sister and Clara got pretty along, I thought it it was perfect since I could spend some time with Clint and she wouldn't mind.

But that gave the contrary, Clint barely got out of his room and he was looking horrible. He was still pretty, but he barely eat, sleep and his eyes we're all red. Natasha was with him, maybe he got bumped by a girl. But that would be weird because he never presented one to us, Nat just told me to stay away and to not talk to him for a while. I started have nightmares but I was determined to know what was going on. So when Nat was gone I raced to his room, and I saw him doinf one of the most horrible thing. Cutting himself, tears started to come out of my eyes. I was responsible or this, otherwise Natasha wouldn't told to stay away. I quickly run to him and took the knife covered in blood, he looked at me with a blank stare.

"Why do you do that?" I asked with a soft tone
"Why do you care, you have your perfect life with your sister and girlfriend" he said with a cold voice
"So that's what make you so sad, that I have a girlfriend and you don't"
"You don't understand anything, I'm not jealous. Yes but I'm only jealous of her" then he tried to hide his arms in his hoodie. Jealous of her, does that meant  he liked me?
"I'm really you do thia to yourself, you know I don't even like Clara. But I accepted to date her so we could spend time together." He stopped and looked that me, he had small tears and red eyes and I did too.
"Not true"
"It is"
"Prove it" I sat next to him, and gently kissed him. My heart started to race, then he responded. His lips we're softs, making me wanting even more. His tongue touched the bottom of my lips, so I letted mine as they started to cuddle. He putted his arms around my waist as I cupped his face. After some time we separate due to the less of oxygen.
"Thank you" he said with a sincere smile
"Don't cut yourself ever again, remember I love you" oh no why did I say that, we he kick me out. Then I would be all alone and forced to stay away.
"Mmh, I love you too" he almost whispered
I decided to get up and pick him as I was running to the roof. Arriving there I letted him go, and sat on the border of the roof. Watching the stars, but this time I didn't contained myself and we kissed again

End
Yes I like to end things like that
1450 words, wow it's a new record
If I did mistakes you can correct me I won't mind, it will just help me.