My Poems

Fading

Lost in the dark,
And the only light I see,
Is the hope inside me.
It flickers on and off,
With every pain I feel.
There is no turning back,
Only moving on or getting caught.
And it's funny
Because one moment,
I feel like there's nothing
stopping me from making it.
Then the next,
I want to be engulfed in my dark replica.
I feel like I've lost everything.
My life, my name, my mom,
my sister,
Even my chance at having a father.
The only thing I know I have,
Are my friends,
And it's a matter of time
before I loose a special bunch

I'm fading,
There's no me no more.
The intelligent young lady.
Beautiful, unique, talented, strong.
Right now, I feel like a china doll,
Beautiful yet ugly,
Unique yet plain,
Talented yet useless,
Strong.........yet weak.
The darkness is slowly eating away at me,
And it's a matter of time before
it eats me whole.
It's a matter of time before there's no more me
Or my Sia hair-do,
But just my dark replica,
After 'me' is gone.