Finding Love

Falling to Pieces

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After the beach we went out to dinner to at a fancy restaurant to celebrate. After that we had taken Noah and Destiny home then  came straight to my house and decided to stay there for the night.

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I suddenly woke up to a ringing sound and Tyler shaking me. "What...", I mumbled as my eyes opened slowly.

"Your mum is calling!", he shouted.

I sprang up and answered the phone.

'Hello', I mumbled

'Hey honey! how are you?'', she almost shouted.

'Im pretty good ive been missing you alot. When are you coming back mum?', I said curious.

'Um... Baby thats what I need to talk to you about.', she said awkwardly.

'What do you mean....', I said confused.

'Im not coming back honey. I know your going to hate me for this but I got the job here in New York and I have to stay here', she said suddenly.

Tears filled in my eyes as I spoke again. 'what... there's no way you can do this to me Mum! What the hell am I meant to do!' , I screamed back while tears starting to flow down my cheeks uncontrollably. Tyler ran  next to me looking confused and worried.

"Baby im sorry but you have to come live with me or find somewhere else to live", She said slowly. 

"How could you Mum! Theres no way I am moving there!!! I've really got to go but I'll call you later", I said while hanging up the phone and falling onto the ground as I screamed and cried uncontrollably. 

"WHAT IS WRONG? WHAT HAPPENED!", Tyler screamed beside me.

" My mum! She got the job and wants me to move to New York with her or find somewhere else to live. How could she do this to me! We are so close!", I sobbed while Tyler came down and put my head to his muscular chest while I cried freely.

"You can live with me babe!", He said looking me in the eyes.

" But why would you do that for me?", I sobbed looking him in the eyes.

"Because I love you and I'm not ever going to lose you!", He screamed before kissing my lips passionately. 

My tears stopped as he kissed me over and over again. I felt my heart come back to life as i smiled again. My love for him was so powerful and all he did was make me feel alive . He completely turned my feelings around... Wow I've never felt this before...

When he backed away he wiped under my eyes and said "Let's get ready for school babe"

I nodded my head before hugging him tightly. Then I got up and walked to my bathroom to have a shower and wash away all my pain.

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During the short drive to school I texted Destiny to tell her all about my Mum. I always told her everything because she always knew how to handle it. She had been through every single thing with me. She helped me so much when my dad had pasted away 2 years ago in 10th grade. I had slowly became depressed and my anxiety slowly increased by the days. I felt alone and I didn't know what to do. The thing is that she never left me, and that's all that matters. My anxiety slowly went away but still does come back from time to time when I feel alone and when I get nervous and stressed. That's why I'm so afraid that I'm going to get hurt again and that's why I never had anything to do with boys. I know I have changed from when I met Tyler, but that's only because I just feel something different about him. He makes me feel alive and gives me this feeling I have never felt before. I'm just scared that he is going to break my heart, but I trust him.