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12 [W]

Trigger warning ❌🚫🔞
(rape and self harm)
You may want to skip this part...

Jihyo's POV:

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I didnt know if this is just a nightmare. If it is, I wanna wake up

I wanna wake up and kill myself
Again and again
Cutting open my skin would be less painful than the humiliation I was facing right now.

He had no mercy
He went on... Pushing in and out of me mercilessly...
I had stopped wailing a long time ago
My tears were sticking to my skin and his touches made me sick.
I felt him grab my hair and pull my naked back against his clothed chest.

"How does it feel huh? Slut...
You wanna know what your mom did when I was fucking her like this?
She moaned like a fucking bitch
Such a whore
But you have the audacity to keep that pretty mouth of your shut... Huh?
I will not stop until you are screaming my name baby..." He growled into my ears.

I could feel the drug that they gave me flowing under my skin making me powerless and weak. He slammed my head back into the silk pillow and continued the torture on me.This has been going on for so many days now... I had stopped counting...

I will not give in... No way...
I will not beg... Not to this man...

I have a brother waiting for me somewhere I dont know...
I dont know what they did to him
But I promised to keep him safe...

Is this what I get in return?
Pain and humiliation?
What wrong did I do... I just saved my brother, the only thing I have now...
I looked down at the necklace that held the anniversary ring...

Please Jungkook
Save me... Please...

Thats all I remembered while falling unconscious while the man still pounded into me, not done with me yet.

I slipped in and out of consciousness. My cuffed hands were sore from being under such pressure. My hair was being pulled mercilessly and it felt like it would come off any time.

My whole body stung.

'It will be okay Noona... I promise...
I will come for you'
His voice rang around the room and I started feeling restless again.

Something is happening to me... Something is happening to him...

I moved and kicked restlessly but stopped as pain shot through my shoulders and my ass.
He bit my exposed shoulders while his hand spanked my ass hard.

"Stop being a bitch and stay still
All you need to do is fucking moan and complete your mom's legacy..."

"My mom is not a whore" I growled out after what felt like years. Even my own voice seemed so unknown to me. I havent used it in days now...

"Oh... Little slut can talk now huh?
She can talk but she cant moan?" He said while pounding into me hard and deep.