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BTS ft TXT. I stan!!!

Jihyo's POV:

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I was in the park, holding hands with him. He was a stranger to me, the type of stranger my mom always warned me about. But his smile told millions of other stories to tell.

"Its just... our dad's dont like each other" he looked down upon his knees.

"Our dads?? You know my dada??"

"I dont know him... my dad knows and he probably wont like me talking to you" He jumped down from the bench to walk away.

"Whats your name?" I asked in panic before the boy could leave. He turned around and smiled.

"Call me...~~~"

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I squeezed my eyes open and sat up. God damn it... I still cant remember his name...

I pushed my back on my headboard while thinking about him.

I just dont remember anything about him. When I try, I just draw out a blank line. I just... remember his smile. We were friends for some small time. Like really small.

I remember him telling me his name which was really weird. It was just an initial or a number... I dont really remember... but all along I knew he was fooling around with me like mini kook did. Like who has an initial for a name?

We met in the park for five more days. One included Jungkook, him and me playing together. Him and Kookie clicked together fine.

The last time we met, we ran around the city doing nothing in particular. We ate cotton candy together. We roamed around like no tomorrow and I remember he kissed me too. But it was so sudden, I didnt realize and neither did he.

But then he just disappeared. It was almost like irony, like we knew we wont meet and so we just spent the whole day together.

I couldn't find him anywhere and slowly-slowly he faded from my life. I closed my eyes tight.

How did he look like? Is he back in Seoul? Whats his real name?

Then I fell down on the bed. Its inevitable. I dont remember shit. I sighed.

Atleast someone innocent didnt get trapped in my shit like Kook.

I closed my eyes shut and clutched Mr. Bunny tightly to my chest. It gave me so much warmth that no one else but my doll could. It still has Kooksie's lingering smell on it. I snuggled my nose in its fur to smell its calming scent.

"E-eomma!!" Someone opened my bedroom door and closed it behind.

I sat up to look at Ji-Woo who looked at me teary eyed.

"Whats wrong baby?" I cooed.

"I... its scary... I cant sleep..." she walked towards me and jumped on my bed. She clutched Mr Bunny to her and started snuggling it.

The sight was so heart melting yet all I could feel was remorse and guilt.

I killed the PARENTS of this child.

I fell down and laid beside her and pulled her closer to me. She snuggled deep in my chest.

"Eomma!! How- was my Appa?"

No way...

"I dont want you talking about him baby..."

"Bu- but why did you kill him?"