Amatsuki X Reader

I Feel...DISTANCE

READER'S POV
"hmmmmmm.......",I hum with my eyebrows knitted together.My face rested on my palm while my brain is processing hard.After a long time of thinking,I fed up.
"impossible,my brain can't take it...",I let out a long sigh.Currently,I'm sitting on a bar stool in a cafe,facing the large window.I know,I look like a girl that had been rejected by her long time crush but its the total OPPOSITE.

"(f/n)!Its useless to bottle up your feeling,you should ask him directly.Its Amatsuki we're talking about.Of course he wouldn't notice your depress aura unless you told him",Inami smack my back though I doesn't feel the pain because I'm haywired now.

"you think so?Then,do you think I should be a bit aggressive?",I lean close to her face.

"err,what do you mean by aggressive?",Inami sweatdropped.

"well,I read a shoujo manga which show the heroine will be all sissy in front of her boyfriend whenever she feel like her boyfriend doesn't give that much attention to her.What do you think,Inami?",I said with sparkle in my eyes.

"Umm,(f/n)...I don't think it suits the innocent you...The last time he got jealous of you,did he do anything intimate?",Inami ask whispered.

"Intimate?emm...He ki-kissed me weirdly and then he did something to a spot that made me feel weird then he once lic-",I was cut off by Inami's hand covering my mouth.
"I don't think you should tell me THAT detail and the word you use are unsuitable.So,in the end what happened?",Inami asked.Her face is slightly red.

"we cuddle up!",I smiled happily.Small flower surrounding me.Just remembering our time cuddling until morning warmed my heart up.
"th-thats all?no touching your body?",Inami ask with a shocked face.
"yup!ahh...it was a good cuddling night tho-that was a month ago...",my mood immediately turn sour as I realize how long has it been since we see each other.Amatsuki has been SUPER busy this whole month.I noticed after his youtube channel become much more popular.And he also have to practice for his new album which prevent us both to meet,even calling or chatting is hard.I admitted that I'm SUPER happy to know his dream are finally coming true but somehow,deep inside my heart,its saying otherwise.I was irritated to see him getting all busy during shooting or singing.Am I having an unexplainable heart disease?

"ano bakayaro...letting such chance slipped away...",Inami muttered so low that I didn't hear it clearly.

"you say anything?",I asked her.

"no,nothing.Anyway,I got plan for you~",she smirk then whisper to my ear.

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"ne,Inami...Are you sure this is going to work?I feel uneasy...",I rub my shoulder.I can feel people staring at me.More like my attire...

"hm!I have high confidence in my plan.You should believe in yourself too!",Inami smacked my back.

"geez...easy for you to say...I'm the one who have to go through this...plus,this attire is way too revealing and my face too...",I whined.

"ah,I need to go.Then,ganbatte (y/n)!",Inami gave a thumbs up then flee.Flee from me.

"sigh....Will it work...",I mumbled then continue walking to Amatsuki's place with heavy step.You see,Inami said if I do something I never do,Amatsuki will definitely come rushing to me.For example,the clothes I'm wearing.Its a sleeveless peach-coloured blouse and pink pastel skirt that reached my thigh.Its quite short for me as I'm too afraid to wear revealing clothes.Also,Inami put a make up on my face which seems to make my face more appealing.Make up is not my speciality as I lack of skill in that kind of part.In short,I have done something that shocked even myself.

"I wonder what Amatsuki reaction will be..hehehe!",I giggled as I arrived in front of his door.

5 hours later
"hmmmmpphhh.....",a long pout formed on my glossy lip.
"geez!its been 5 hours of waiting, BAKA AMA!where are you and what are you doing Amatsuki...I-I'm waiting for you...",my voice fading as the pain in my heart aching.My hope is breaking.Amatsuki must have forgot about me because he's busy with his work.I ended up sitting on the dirty floor,too tired to stand.I brought my knees close to my chest and buried my head deeply.The night has fallen deeply as time passed by.Due to my revealing clothes,my skin was bitten by the cold air.

"might as well give up...goodbye,Amatsuki",a short sigh escaped my cold lips.I take out a pen and small paper I always bring in my bag.After folding it nicely,I left it in front of his door.Slowly,I get up.
"woah!",I yelp as I almost fall due to the numbness in my leg.The heels I'm wearing making it harder for me to stand properly.Failed stabilizing myself,I tripped my own feet which ending with my body falling forward.I shut my eyes,waiting for the impact.

BUMP!Pain spread to my entire body.I fell flat on the dirty floor.Soon,my vision become blurry.My tears threaten to fall but I held it back.My hair that was tied tightly in a bun loosen.
"its hurt...but,the pain in my heart...is even more hurting...",clenching my fist,I get up slowly.I bit my lips to hold the pain.I am sure I look beyond horrible.Each step feels heavy.The further I am from Amatsuki doors,the stronger the pain I felt.Its frustrating how much I want him to embrace me tightly right now.

Suddenly,my shoulder bumped into someone.
"ah,gomenasai",the person spoke.I nod weakly,too occupied with my own thought.

I drag my feet slowly on the road.My head hanging downward.
"I've done for today.Lets just go home...",I muttered.I was so dissapointed that I am not aware of my surrounding.

"hey,you lonely girl~What are you doing alone in the dark night?",an annoying male voice spoke beside my right side.
"yeah..we can guard you~",another annoying voice spoke beside my left side.

I ignore them and continue walking,faster than before.How can they try to flirt with the boring me?Oh,my whole attire...Damn you Inami!! I mentally cried.

"chotto~aren't you rude to ignore us",the annoying man continue pestering me.

"oi!face the person who talking to you properly!",the other annoying man yelled then yanked my shoulder harshly.

"what do you think you're doing!",I shout and distance myself from the two annoying man.My eyebrows knitted together and an irk mark appeared on my forehead.My face raging with anger.I brushed my shoulder which was touched by the annoying man.

"now thats the reaction I want to see~",the man who yanked my shoulder inching closer.My angry expression turned to fear.Each of his step forward followed by my step backward.

"leave me alone...",I said.The tight feeling in my stomach has made my voice lower.Then,my movement was confined by a hard surface,more like a body behind me.

"where do you think you're going~",the men behind me put a hand on my shoulder.A shiver ran down my spine.As my reflex kick in,I open my mouth wide.

"NOOOOO!!!",I screamed with all my might.