𝘯𝘫 𝘹 𝘣𝘵𝘴 ✎ (click if you can relate)

• chapter nineteen •

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• namseok
→ hard//mentions of suicide
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the people below the rooftop looked like ants to namjoon. it would hurt to fall of the edge, but the ache of his broken heart would hurt more. 

his mind went to his best friend; hobi. oh how he would miss him. they had been friends since they were five. now sixteen; their connection still stood strong.

tears fell down his cheeks remembering the sight of his boyfriend jungkook kissing a girl he said was his sister. namjoon ran away, ignoring his friend's cries for him to to stop.

he heard frantic steps ran up the stairs behind him. "j-joon! don't do this!"

the soft breeze blew namjoon's hair out of his face, turning around to face his friend. "thanks for caring about me more than i cared about myself." he smiled before letting his body fall back over the edge. hobi's screams were numb to the sound of wind zooming past his ears.

namjoon blinked his tears away, only to see someone falling with him. 

hoseok. the older male reached his hand out, plummeting down with him. "h-hobi? why-"

he was interrupted when hobi managed to grab him and kiss him for the first and last time. "best friends to 'till the end." namjoon all of sudden had the strong urge to live, regretting his final step off the edge.

but he was glad that he would die with the love of his life.

hobi wasn't planning to jump after namjoon, it just happened. something pulled him to fall down to his possible doom. 

namjoon clutched his dress shirt and buried his head into hobi's chest. "i love you."

"i love you too." the ground was getting closer, the two hugging each other,

if that was the last thing they did.

end of pt 1..?