Why Don't We imagines/ Preferences

Roomate - Jonah

Warning: Sad, Very Short and absolutely terrible chapter by yours truly

Y/ N

Me and Jonah had been dating for 6 months now.  We went into the same college together and decided to live together in an apartment. We've known each other down to our deepest secrets and we love each other.

Now recently, we've been getting into fights. Either it is just a small thing or not. Jonah became so distant that sometimes he wouldn't come home

Home. That word is so odd to use considering it doesn't felt like home anymore. My friends told me to break up with him but i love him too much.  They told me that he's been partying lately and has been spotted a lot of times with a girl, i didn't want to believe them but i couldn't help but to do so. They even forced me to break up with him.

One night i woke up to a sound of banging on the door. I immediately opened the door and found Jonah standing there with his shirt being unbuttoned by three buttons, his hair a mess, lipstick smudged on his lips and hickies evident on his neck.

He pushed me away as my eyes began to water

"What the fuck Jonah?!" i yelled while tears started to stream down my cheeks

"What now do you want?!" he yelled back

"Did you cheat on me?" i quietly said.

I don't even know what to feel anymore. Heartbroken. Betrayed. Sad. Furious. I knew this was coming but why am i so hurt about this?

"Yes" he said before going into our shared room.

Jonah tossed the six months we've been together into the trash can and broke not only my heart, but my trust, my feelings, and my soul.

I stood there crying for a few minutes before i finally stormed into our shared room seeing him sleeping on the bed. I began packing all my belongings as i quietly sobbed and quickly wrote a letter to him and left it on the bedside table.

Hey Jonah, i figured you're already happy without me. I'm sorry for being a bitch and for wasting your time. Specifically the 6 months you wasted with me. I am not the right girl for you. I love you, always have and always will.
Goodbye, love y/n

I quickly and quietly left in that apartment and in his life. Forever

Jonah's pov 

I woke up with a terrible headache. I couldn't remember everything from last night. All i could remember is me going into my friend's party and getting wasted. I spread out my arms to hold y/n.
I missed her so much, I've been busy lately and we've gotten into a lot of fights. I wanted to spend more time with her and maybe take her out on a date. As i did that, i was surprised to feel nothing but the bed beside me.

I quickly opened my eyes as i stood up. Suddenly the events from last night came rushing through me like waves. Me making out with another girl, y/n's sad eyes, and me yelling at y/n.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit

I looked beside me and found a paper neatly laid on the bedside table. My heart dropped as i quickly read the paper

Hey Jonah, i figured you're already happy without me. I'm sorry for being a bitch and for wasting your time. Specifically the 6 months you wasted with me. I am not the right girl for you. I love you, always have and always will.
Goodbye, love y/n

Tears clouded my vision. The look of heartbreak and horror evident in my face.

Shit i fucked up........ I fucked everything up. Why am i so stupid? Why am i an asshole? Why does this hurt so fucking much?

You truly will realize how much a person means to you and how much they are important in your life when they're gone.