I thought you were my euphoria

One Day

One Day

one day, 

kisses turned into arguments,

hugs turned into awkward silences,

dates turned into you ignoring me,

smiles turned into frowns,

our inside jokes turned into fake laughs,

our love turned into hate.

and I didn't even know it was happening.

as always it started of subtly. you had cancelled our date for the seventh time. 

seven times.

it took seven times for me to realise you just didn't want to spend time with me anymore.

you'd refused my hugs for the seventh time. 

seven times.

it took me seven times for me to realise you had become repulsived by my touch

you'd refused my kiss for the seventh time. 

seven times.

it took me seven times for me to realise you didn't want my love anymore.

all I wanted to know was why. why did you stop loving me? why did you start to reject my love? was it me? was it you? I was so confused, my mind started to eat at me. it was the unknown that scared me so so much. the unknowing caused me so much agony back then, questions drowned out any rational thoughts. I just wanted to know. I needed to know.