I thought you were my euphoria

Days Gone By

Days Gone BY

10 days gone by since you left-

I hadnt left my room.

30 days gone by since you left-

Id only just managed to leave my room and start showering again.

50 days gone by since you left-

Id just started leaving the house again

100 days gone by since you left-

and i'm still heart broken...

 you left me long ago but you're still everywhere, you're like a ghost haunting me. every fucking corner I turn you're there, stood right in front of me. my heart breaks over and over again, eveytime you appear its like someone is twisting a knife further and further into my heart. I feel your absence everywhere I go. I can feel my body shut down, your love is a drug and my body still wants it, my body craves for your touch, to have you back in my arms. I only just realised how addicted to you I am, how much I depend on you.