Im young thats my excuse.

Im young thats my excuse- Chapter 17:

Chapter 17-

I woke up to Mas snoring beside me I groaned and pulled the covers over my head I snuggled into Mas' arms and tangled my legs in his and layed awake thinking about Brook and Roman and how I'm not going to let someone else break my heart I'm forgetting the old me and building a strong girl who can handle heart breaks... In fact the new me isn't going to handle heart breaks because I'm not going to get my heart broken! I'm building a wall around my heart nobody is getting in here! 

I jumped out my own world when I felt something rubbing my cheek I turned to look at Mas who was smiling down at me stroking my cheek with his index finger

"How long have you been awake?" Mas asked me in a husky voice I shrugged

"I don't know? how long have you been watching me?" I asked smirking at him

"Only just, don't worry Mo" He winked and pulled me on top of him and kissed my nose "What are we doing today?" He asked looking at me

"I don't know" I said reaching over him to grab my phone I had two messages one of Spencer and one of Lex 

-Spencer-

'Faaaaith party at mine tonight 9pm be there beautiful everyone else is coming and a lot of people from school love spence :)'

"Are you going Spencer's party tonight? he text me?" I asked looking down at Mas

"Yeeep! Its gonna be awesome!" He smiled I opened my other text off Lex

-Lex-

'Babyyy! Are you going Spencer's party tonight? stupid question of course you are! i'll be round at 8 with Livs to get ready!' I text her back

'Sure doll, Are you and Livs staying at mine tonight?' and I replyed to Spencer to

'Spenceeeeeeer yeah yeah i'll be there just cos its you ;) loveee ya spence!' I put my phone back and put my head on Mas' chest while he stroked my hair 

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 I was in my room getting ready for Spencer's party with Alexis and Olivia we had done all our hair and make up and we just had to put our dresses on mine was black and white it had a floaty bottom and a tight strapless top and it fitted perfectly with black lace up heeled wedges, after we got our dresses on we decided to leave we got a cab to Spencer's house we would take our cars but we wanted to drink so a cab it was!

We arrived at Spencer's house music blaring through the entire house people already drunk on the lawn, people making out and people dancing outside with red cups in their hands we walked up the path avoiding the drunk people we walked in a boy there was alot of people it was packed inside everywhere you turn someone was their.

"Faith, Olivia and Alexis! Glad you can make it!" We all turned to Spencer and hugged him 

"Of course we made it Spence!" Livs yelled back at him over the music

"Go get something to drink, I'll see you guys later" He yelled to back at us and walked away, We shoved our way to the kitchen and grabbed a beer each

"Dance with me guys!" Lex yelled at us we both nodded and chugged down our beers and left them in the kitchen and went to the living room where people were dancing, grinding, making out, anything you could think of I'm sure there was someone doing it Rita Ora- Party and bullshit came on and we all love this song we danced grinding on each other not caring who was watching us and having a good time, someone put their hands on my waist I was about to turn and give them a piece of my mind about touching me but I looked up and saw Mas he smirked I smiled

"Hi there" I yelled and stop dancing 

"Hey Mo, don't stop dancing" He smirked I smirked and started grinding on him I looked over at Lex and Livs and they was dancing with Ryan and Logan grinding on them too

"Im going to get a drink" I shouted and left Mas and made my way to the kitchen, everyone was doing shots in the kitchen 

"FAITH WANNA DO SHOTS WITH US?" Matt yelled over at me I nodded and sat down next to him and some dude I don't know, Matt lined up the shots behind each other "Alright you have to have one after another, there are 6 shots ready?" He looked at us all we all nodded "GO" He shouted and everyone took one after another I shot them all back and placed the last shot glass on the table I was second out of the 12 of us and Matt was first what a surprise I high fived Matt and waved  to the others and grabbed a beer and stumbled to where I left everyone I sat on the sofa and watching people dancing I felt the sofa dip beside me I looked and saw Brooklyn with a huge smile plastered on here face she wrapped her arms around me I looked at her in disgust

"Faith I missed you so much!!" She slurred

"Get off me Brooklyn!" I said gritting my teeth

"Aw are you jealous that I'm with your now ex boyfriend?" She pouted 

"Jealous? Of you?" I laughed at her removing her arms "Keep him Brooklyn hes not worth it" I snarled 

"Oh honey he is, he's good in bed and good looking what more can you ask for? He's good in bed right? He was the first to take your virginity right?" She snickered 

"Yes Brooklyn, he did happy?" I said venom in my voice 

"Yeah I'm happy with your ex" She laughed just as I was about to answer Roman came and sat next to her he looked at me and smirked

"Hi Faith" He smirked "Are you to friends again?" He smiled

"Hell no!" I said before Brooklyn could comment 

"Aw why not?" Brooklyn pouted a smile tugging at her lips 

"Aw don't worry Brookie she isn't a good enough to be your friend, that's why I cheated on her with you baby you're so much better don't worry she is ugly your not and she is so fat so baby don't worry you're perfect" He smiled I got up and walked through the crowed of people fighting not to let my tears fall I now feel shit about myself well I've never been confident about myself but I was getting more confident than I was but now? pahaha that's gone, I went and stood outside on the lawn for a minute thinking about what Roman said, actually fuck what they said I'm going to be me and tonight I'm being me I'm forgetting my worries and I'm going to dance and drink all I want I got up and walked back inside into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of tequila and drinking it from the bottle I took long mouthful the liquid burning my throat I took more mouthfuls and walked out the kitchen taking the tequila with me, that's how the last I remember before I got completely wasted.