Im young thats my excuse.

Im young thats my excuse- Chapter 19:

Chapter 19:

When I got home Mas sent me straight to bed a few minutes later he came into my room carrying a glass of water and some Advil, He came and sat next to me handing me the glass and the advil he pulled the covers over him and turned on the TV to see My Sisters Keeper was on I love this movie and me and Mas always watch it together I snuggled closer to Mas putting my head on his chest. To be honest I think Mas is mad with me he hasn't spoken to me properly since he came and picked me up from the house party at Spencer's I turned to Mas

"Mas are you mad with me?" I asked looking into his eyes leaning on his chest he sighed heavily

"You scared me Mo, don't go off like that" He said looking down at me "You do know you can tell me anything right?" I gulped I don't want to tell him about Dom he'll be angry for sure and he'll propley think I'm a slut....

"Yeah I know Mas thanks" I gulped smiling at him

"Good, just checking Mo" He laughed I placed my head back on his chest watching the movie I felt so guilty lying to Mas but I knew he wouldn't approve of what I did and he would possibly kill Dom....

My phone started buzzing from my bedside table I quickly sat up and there was a text from Roman saying

'Well hello Faith, I just wanted to say again that well...You're a slut basically I heard about your little fling with Dom Bankly, even Dom is way too good for you so why don't you leave everyone alone you little hoe go slut your stuff somewhere out of this town! that all from me for now bye.'

So Dom Bankly was his name? But that doesn't matter right now I was so angry how dare he call me I've had sex with two freaking TWO people in my life how does that make ME a slut fuck hi-

"Mo are you alright?" Mas said snapping me out of my thoughts I quickly deleted the message and nodded

"Yeah it's fine it was Lex asking if I want to hang out" I said lying to him for the second time today damn I feel horrible but I can't tell him he will go ape shit! Literally! I put my phone back beside me and wrapped myself around Mas I need Mas' hugs right now. He wrapped his arms tightly around me kissed my head.

"You alright Mo?" He asked rubbing circles on my back

"I'm fine Mas don't worry I just need a hug from my best friend right now" I said closing my eyes feeling safe in his embrace

"I'm always going to be here for you Mo, don't worry" He said positively I smiled into his chest this is why I love my best friend he always makes me happy ALWAYS.

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I was on my own in my room the text's from Roman was getting worse and was getting to me... oh and Brooke too! Yes my old best friend sends me hate. Right now I feel shit about myself I really do so it's just me and a bottle of vodka I got a kind enough man to buy me from the local store I guess he needed the 5 dollars I gave him for going in and buying me the vodka I was not even half way through the bottle and I was totally wasted, I've tried calling Mas a hundred times before I even brought the vodka I guess he don't wanna speak to me anymore he hasn't been talking to me for the last 4 days I have no idea what I've done wrong cause he won't answer my calls I called Mas one time knowing full well he wasn't going to pick up but a try won't hurt will it? I dialed his number and surprisingly he answers, he actually answered

"Hello?" He answered in a bored tone

"Well, well look who finally decided to answer his phone" I slurred down the phone

"Look Faith..."  Woah calling me by my real name shit's getting serious "We can't be friends anymore I have a girl-girlfriend now and she doesn't like our relationship and I really like her please understand Faith" He begged

"Well thanks for ditching me for someone you just met! I appreciate it Zac I really do" I slurred down the phone" I yelled I heard him sigh

"Faith are you drunk?" He asked

"NOW YOU WANNA CARE?!" I yelled at him and hung up

Through the whole night I drank the bottle of vodka and two bottles of wine out of moms alcohol cupboard I dragged myself down the stairs and went to moms cupboard I was looking through the cupboard until I spotted something I defiantly liked I grabbed the bottle of vodka what was hid at the back behind all the wine and trudged over to the front door I carefully stepped out the door opening the bottle throwing the top on the ground and walking down the neighbour hood people giving me weird glances' I took big gulps of my bottle of vodka hugging it close to my chest making sure nobody could take it away from me I walked down streets what looked abandoned people had left the streets making them bare I'm not sure what time it is but it's pitch black but I'm pretty sure it's gone 2am I carried on wondering around until I heard someone shouting my name I turned to see Noah running after me I frowned when he caught up to me

"What are you doing Fay, your mom called me worried sick about you, what the hell Faith" He said in a rush he wrapped me in his arms

"Why'd you come to find me Noah?" I slurred

"Oh god Faith you're so drunk how much have you drank?" He said taking the almost empty bottle of vodka out of my hands I went to take it back but Noah shock his head "How much Faith?" He said in a serious tone

"Maybe 2 bottles and 2 bottles of wine...." I said trying to focus on his face cause everything was a big blur

"Shit Faith c'mon lets get you home" He said lifting me into his arms

"Will you stay with me tonight Noah?" I asked him slurring

"Of course I'm not going to leave you on your own" He said holding me tighter

"Noah... I don't feel too good" I said as he put me down to let me puke he rubbed circles on my back holding back my hair, now this is what you call a true friend.