Happy endings don't exist, writing in this shit diary actually helped more then waiting for you too come back from the dead. You always probably saw me as a pushover. I fell for a wrong man but true love is violent even if I know loving you is a ticket to hell I would still take it. You know why Yuta? Because behind everything your just as broken as me and you know it.
2 broken people can't heal each other.
And I know that now.
You didn't ask for a rapist as a father you didn't ask for the shit life you had. It's pretty fucked up to see how the happiest person is actually the most broken I feel really bad for not helping you even if I knew I was just scared you would stop taking to me.
It's true ignorancy is happiness.
See you in hell.
Thanks for everything Yuta
