Dear Yuta,
October 30th, 2017
Your smile was really pretty it was radiant and unique it made me feel things I shouldn't have felt. It was in M.r Lee's class where you joked with Mark and started to hug me and act like you were kissing me even if it was just joking I was hoping just hoping you actually liked it.
I also remember when you told me about your first girlfriend, Mina she was Japanese like you and was really pretty and actually was nice I couldn't even hate you, I guess your good at picking. The only thing I could do was smile at you, you looked so happy and I was just happy you were happy.
I could only stare and admire you from afar like the best friend I was.
But like I said "was" every thing is past tensed I should really get used to it
Your bestfriend, sicheng
