love sick over the thought of you

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i can't rest, because of all these monsters in my head,
i can't lay in my own bed,
laying on the floor to grasp our last breathes,
pull my hair in anger to calm the demons down in the depths,
sinking through the floor,
anxiety take me now,
i've opened my doors,
crawling, trying not to bleed out,

can you hear my calls,
my tears shout,
my voice is silent,
but my hearts f*cking loud,

leave me here
i'm a maniac
insane, please i need you
but i don't blame you

leave me here,
i don't want you to want me,
i ruin everything,
you were the best thing,
to ever happen to me,

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remorse,
baby i'm sorry i got a little off course,
please forgive me,
i love you so dearly,
these tears are swelling for you,
dripping down on my own corpse
for i have died and been revived,
by your love,
just one more time my love,
time will make it better,
we belong together,

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