Ash...
I forced myself up brushed my teeth and take a long hot bath.
I'm trying hard to take my time with the hope that he would call before we meet in school.
I don't get any text or call so I give up and just dressed up in a black Adidas shirt, blue skinny jeans,black and white Adidas converse.
I packed my hair into a messy bun and just throw some light makeup up.
Picked my essentials and my key to my Bentley truck because today I'm driving.
I don't see his car here but I just walked into the hallway and it's really empty I'm late.
That makes me hurry don't wanna get detention.
I opened the door and it's all eyes on me. I greeted my English teacher and tried avoiding the stares coming from all directions.
Yeah Sam has English class with me.
And my boo isn't here.
Neither is Esther...that reminds me I haven't seen Esther in days.
I just walked to my seat and guess what it's been taken by gosh... Natalie
I try looking for a seat but seems all have been taken.
"Miss Ashley, don't disturb my class go out"
I feel really embarrassed but I hide it and just smiled. I walked out frustrated.
I should just go home...
I enter my car and just used my aux cord to connect my phone before searching for marshmallow and Bastille happier.
I put my car on reverse and drove out. Tears pouring down.... Don't blame me I'm a very emotional person.
The whole issue with Sam and Angel saving me, him cheating on me with Diana just makes me feel flawed.
Maybe the problem is me. Maybe no one can stand me. Maybe I don't deserve to be loved. But Diana was before me, I just let him play with my feelings.
Subconsciously my hand touch my lip. It felt so real...I really liked the kiss...fresh tears streamed down...
I pound my steering wheel uncontrollably and just halted.
I don't want to go home like this so I just decided to go to a park.
I just left my car and walked there.... Trying not to think about anything I just pulled my earphones out of my pocket and used it.
"Ashley"
"Tyash"
I was surprised to see him here. He is the last person I wanna meet. I hate him and he knows it.
"Where's Jason?"
Excuse me. Are they not roommates how come he's asking me? "I should ask you that"
"Don't mess with me. I know he came home four days ago so where is he now?"
"I said I don't know" indeed he did but I haven't seen him since.
"Your bro stole dope from me...that shit Worths millions. I give him a week to return it not a piece removed else?"
He starts walking away but turns.
"I take what he value most"he licks his lip hungrily.
Gosh that gross...
And I feel worse I wish I didn't come here...
Did I even tell you why I hate tyash oh no ...
Once upon a time I crushed on him but he wasn't crushing on me but when I was over him he came to me and made me feel like a princess.
He thought me to feel cute like there was no one else he took my pride. He gave him my first kiss, my first sex and cheated on me we stopped talking till date.
No apologies no greetings.
Until now....
Where the fuck is Jason.
I dial his number and it just goes to voicemail. I kept on calling him and Angel when I got tired I stood up went to get my car and drove home.
