In which Jungkook is abused by his long time boyfriend.
He feels trapped, like he can't get out, like he's in a deep whole of darkness that wants to eat his sanity,
But will a light come into his life and make the darkness go away?
Or will he be...
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Okay Hyundai I see you...I see you.
And Taekook
I see you too.
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Bad Memories...
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Nightmare
a frightening or unpleasant dream.
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Jungkook smiled as he sat in front of taehyung, his lunch in hand. It's been a little over three months now and ever since Taehyung had first let Jungkook eat with him, it had become an everyday thing. And you can inmagine the coworkers reactions.
They shipped them hard, he didn't mind it much....He loved Taehyung...He was in love with him. From his smile to his perfect attitude, how he treats his workers. He loved Taehyung so much.
Jungkook opened the lunch and began eating. But suddenly stopped when he realized today was he and his ex boyfriends "Anniversary". He let out a shaky sigh, remembering all the events from before. Jungkook had started dating him in high school, as a freshmen up until he came upon adulthood, Jobs, a house, even taking care of a child. He had to pay for him mothers hospital bills, even though Jiwonso insisted he did all the work.
Jungkook soon remembered the abuse, everything he did, the abuse. All the horrible things he had done to hurt him and to hurt Hope. Jungkook couldn't protect her, and that was the moment he felt like a failure.
When Jiwonso would slap her, throw her. Luckily for her Jungkook was abused a lot longer than her, and the torment was worse. He would punch, beat, slap, even burn Jungkook. The scars mentally and physically never left. Even though they say wounds heal, jungkook never believed it. But his mental scars were so much worse, they were so deep embedded inside. The memories of everything Jiwonso took away from Jungkook. His first kiss, his first relationship, his first best friend. And then to be treated like he did.
But all the words he spoke that broke done Jungkooks self love...It was awful. The alcohol he poured on him, the burning of the cuts as the alcohol burned them. The smell of smoke that gave him panic attacks now. He can't see alcohol without feeling sick.
Jungkook let some tears fall as he remembered the pain, each punch and slap....The pain of his heart as the one he loved most Didn't love him hurt the most.
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Jungkook sighed he couldn't eat today. So he just boxed up His food and put it in his bag. His tears still flowing endlessly. He stood up and began to walk out of Taehyungs office, wandering why the elder never came. He opened the door to search for him.
