Dangerous Fellows X Reader

Lawrence x reader

  It's been almost a week since the zombies came in and attacked us. Lawrence still doesn't care about the others. What if they survived? What if they are looking for us? Since Lawrence brought me here he's been smiling none stop I just want to be with the others again. All of us together smiling,laughing, singing, dancing the like. I miss everyone.

 "Good morning my love" he said slowly as he circled around me "sleep well?" I just stayed quiet, I didn't want to answer him. I looked away but he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him "what is with this silent treatment sweetie? Are you not happy? We have food, warmth, each other. There is nothing else we need." I wanted to leave. I miss Harry, I miss Ethan, I miss Zion, I miss Eugene, I miss everyone. Judy... what happened to you? I believe Lawrence did something 

"honey..." oh no he sounds annoyed he has never had this tone with me ever. "Talk to me" I just stayed quiet "Talk to me!!" I wanted to cry "w-w-what" I chocked out. I wanted to leave "ah there is that beautiful voice" he smiles. Moving behind me and hugging me. "You need to speak more. How can I make you happy of you to speak?" I looked a way from him. "If you wanted me to be happy you would of saved the others too" I whispered but he seemed to of heard me "oh my love they would have stopped us being together. I can't have that. They were just pawns in this game."

 "Please stop this Lawrence.." my voice was kind of raspy. Whenever Lawrence wasn't around I would cry and cry. I just want to be with everyone in the safe zone. Why is Lawrence doing this? Why did he do it? He said it was because of when we met but I don't know what he is talking about. I treat everyone nicely. Could of that been my downfall? 

The times we were on patrol or night watch he seemed so nice. A little strange sometimes but nice. I guess one of the first signs was when he killed that man.... 

"But my queen we are in our own castle is there any need to leave? I said this before... we have everything we need right hear." His grip tightened on me and I felt every bit of my remaining emotions slip away from me. It was hell and I was never leaving.