Dangerous Fellows X Reader

Zion X reader

Warnings of stuff. Mentions of sexual acts (kind off) mental health (hearing voices ) and possibly suicidal thoughts.

Sorry for any out of character acts. And lack of dialogue but this came to my head sorry for taking so long. Lots of stuff has happened. ♤♡♢♧☆

Also sorry it was quickly done and on phone. (was also posted on Archive of our own a while ago)

It's been a long time since that day. Almost all whole year since the issue started. You hadn't long moved into the area and made "friends" only one person was truely your friend that was Judy. Sadly after all that occured you haven't been in much contact but it was better then none.

It was about November you made a set of friends. Judy, Lawrence, Eugene, Ethan and last of all Zion. You were all close. Harry was also a friend but he stayed with a few others.

You all would hang out after school until late it got late then go home. Sometimes you all would buy pizza and eat it at a nearby park. You and Zion started to get close. And even though he already had a girlfriend, your fell for him and he knew about it.

You would call each other often. Talking about games or what happened that day. When one day he tried to get you to admit your feelings.

"Just admit it" he said "there's nothing to admit" you would respond "I know you have a crush on me" you were really pressured into admitting your feelings. This back and forth happened for a good 10 minutes before you broke down sobbing.

"Fine yes I admit it i love you. But you have a girlfriend and it won't make any difference" you don't remember much of what happened after that call.

A few days later just you and him were hanging out. Laughing hugging (basically cuddling ) until you are over come with emotions.

"It's so hard not to kiss you" "why don't you?" So your did. Your not proud of it. Not at all. You feel sick with yourself but your greedy. And you wanted it.

Eventually you all have a group sleep over at your house. It was nice. You and him cooking. But the door was shut he kept kissing you and hugging you. It felt so nice. But it was wrong.

Eventually you got fed up of feeling like you were being toyed with and told him "you need to make a choice on who you love more me or her." You know it wasn't fair but you didn't want to be led on any longer. "Just give me more time" he said.

Weeks and weeks past and it only got worse. He didn't pick and kept trying to do things with you. One day you give in. It wasn't as good as you hoped it would be. No but you kept doing it and you felt horrible.

Eventually you have a sick day and during that one day suddenly all your friends but Judy stopped talking to you. They distanced them self's. He clung onto a new girl. She was more talerted, more beautiful. It ripped you apart.

You spoke to her. You told her everything despite being sworn to secrecy. You didn't want her to get hurt. The day came and he broke up with his girlfriend and got with her. It hurt you to see this. Zion hurt you. Now he's hurting her.

The summer holidays finally came round. And you were alone. No Judy, no Lawrence no Eugene no Ethan and no zion. No texts no calls. You can see all the men hanging out with each other so why not you and Judy?

Once summer ended you were broken. You believed yourself to be nothing but a toy. They played and played and played until late they broke you. Once they did. They left you.

School started again and Ethan talked to you from time to time. However your mental health was awful. Over the summer your mother was admitted to the hospital for a week and all this that Zion had caused finally caught up with you. You were hearing things that wasn't there. You would scream bloody murder to get them to shut up.

Zions new toy lied about you. Got you in trouble
trouble. You couldn't take it. And you left.

This story dosnt have a happy ending. Everyday you think of these people. Everyday it gets harder and harder. Everyday it's like balanceing on a tight rope. Will you fall or get threw the day?

Zion is still hurting others. You know it Judy had told you. He's playing with another girls heart. And telling lies about you aswell.