I like
Forgot how to write a journal haha
I'm starting over bc I'm in an entirely new phase of my life
I love how I say that when all it means is I have a new romantic interest
Is that my life hinges on
My romantic escapades
If so that's like
Hella depressing
Well anyhow
Ohmygod was I dating Kyle when I made my other journal??????
I just checked
Yes I was
Wooooooooow that feels like forever and a day ago but actually it's not that's horrifying haaaaaaa
Well anyways I got dumped and then I went out w a chick and I didn't feel a spark so I cut that off and then I had the stint w the last ex which ended in a spectacular showdown of lies and betrayals not really but it kinda hurt my heart in the moment bc when someone tells u they want to spend there life w u and then the next hour says they don't think it'll work out u kinda feel like sh*t. But now I have a new guy and he's everything I could dream for (at least for now) and I really like him (which never ends well) but I hope it works out (whatever that means at this age) because I'm happy and it feels good.
I don't understand a lot of people
I don't understand myself
All I know is that Tomas smells like sugar and strawberries and excitement and calm and maybe that's just because I think he's cute but somehow this feels different. I think it's probably wishful thinking but I don't know.
Lemme kno in the comments your thoughts
Just kidding
Only if they are nice
Because I am happy and that's all I want right now
To be happy
For like
A second
Aight that's all I got folks catch next time on the next episode of I'm lonely and crave human connection so pls text me if ur ever bored
Bye x
