A BOY TO DIE FOR |18

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It would be great if someone answered why I did all this. What was the reason for this; because I don't have a suitable answer"
-Jeffrey Dahmer

"He's not here" thought Haechan checking in class 103 as he raised his eyebrow confused and slightly concerned.

"Hey! Do you know where Mark Hyung is?" Said Haechan to a student sitting in the back of the spacious classroom,the boy raised his head from the book he was reading as he looked around the class room before looking at Haechan "mh...he's probably with that girl from class 101...what's her name...uhm.."

"Chun hei?" Said Haechan as he played with the trim of his jacket.

"Yeah,her" he said before looking back down.

"He's with her? ...again?" Thought Haechan as he quickly left the room "it's the third time this week and it's only Wednesday..."

Haechan had been struggling lately, because his classroom was pretty small and couldn't fit all the students in one space some of Haechan's classmates had been moved, one of those students was his adored Mark.

Since then Haechan would barley see him, he was always busy, always busy studying or hanging around with...

"Chun-Hei" Haechan mumbled silently as he turned the corner seeing the young girl there and next to her of course...Mark Hyung.

Mark was talking to her as he was leaning on the lockers,she laughed so loudly as she grabbed her books and then they both left.

Haechan grinned her teeth without realizing it, his blood boiled in his veins,his body started to become hot as he looked at them leave....

is that what jealousy felt like?

was
that
how
envy
burned?

Words were running through his head, too many words were clouding his thoughts.

"I want us to have a happy ending,Mark Hyung.

I really do.

I don't want people to look back at us and say that we deserved better.

Deserved better...we deserved better?

After all we did...

We deserve nothing.

And now spring is almost over,it makes me sad how rarely I saw you in this season that's now coming to an end, spring is supposed to make you feel warm,right?

The warm after the long cold winter.

But this warm spring without you has been the coldest season I have ever seen."


                     * 3 DAYS LATER*

sobbing       Sobbing          Sobbing   
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Sobbing      Sobbing   sobbing       Sobbing                
       Sobbing     Sobbing         Sobbing
   Sobbing      Sobbing      Sobbing
               Sobbing      Sobbing      Sobbing
Sobbing      Sobbing....

and more sobbing.

"What the hell?" Thought Mark as he walked down the school corridor ready to go home looking at his watch and seeing how it was getting dark outside...but that sobbing...where did it come from?

Who was it?

Did it come from the library?

No,not from there...from 104 class room?

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